MissMayhem

sub female

I’m a spooky gal. Never been normal, and I prefer the dark aesthetic. This will not change. I’ve always been drawn to the darker side of life, in all aspects.

I would call myself curvy - I have hips for fucking days. I am a mom, so yes, I do have a “mom bod.” If you’re looking for perfect and flawless, you won’t find her here.  

I love reading (I have a mini library), music (my sanctuary), writing (I write books for fun), tv/movies, and generally all the good, normal stuff. 

An almost 10 year relationship just ended, so I’m not in any rush by any means. I have healing to do, but I enjoy being around and talking to like minded people. But I think a genuine connection is the most important thing. The best things are built over time, and I am willing to put in that time, along with patience and effort for something that challenges me, makes me think, something where our connection develops naturally and morphs into something special. Ideally, when all said and done, I’d be the weird, goth girl that finally found her book boyfriend (sans the red flags, lol) - that twisted love language understood only by the two people within it. However, I’m not holding my breath.

If you are emotionally stunted, or shit at communicating, please don’t bother talking to me.

I have lost 30 pounds since the picture of me in the Ghostface mask but it’s still a gooder so, it stays up there, lol. 

Once I found this world, I knew I belonged here. I was introduced to this lifestyle at 18 years old and it progressed from there. The trust and power exchange in D/s relationships stuns me. It’s raw, it’s real, and it’s beautiful. Always has captivated me, probably always will.

Because I’m fresh out of a relationship, I will say my submission is rather out of practice, for lack of a better term. My ex didn’t understand it and refused to try to learn. So it feathered out and a big part of my life has been gone for a long time, so bear with me. But I do miss this, so much. 

I’m a bratty, masochistic, submissive. *shrugs* I know how to listen, but my personality shines through at times, so bratty is the best label to use. I love intimacy and romance in all forms, I wanna hear about your day and know how you feel, and I genuinely want to connect with you. I lacked that for a long time and it sucks. Mutual obsession, baby 👌🏻 I want someone who actually enjoys talking to me and being around me.

I have a lot of kinks, who doesn’t?
• I’m a big fan of CNC, and masks. My mask kink is actually outrageous. For the love of fuck, please put on a mask and hunt me down 🥵
• Knife and blood play is another massive one but this is done only when I fully trust you and feel safe with you. It takes a rare person for me to indulge in this particular fetish with.
• Spanking, being slapped in the face and choking are the things that make my black heart melt. Wax play is also another big one.

I love marks and bruises. I love looking at them, I love feeling them, I love the reminder. I’d like to get more into rope bondage as I haven’t done much and it looks powerful and lovely in all the right ways.

Degradation and praise = yes please. Especially if you have a deep voice. Certain voices get under my skin in the best way. BE. VOCAL. TALK. TALK. ME. THROUGH. IT. Good lord 🥵 

I also have a mild obsession with well defined, muscular, and veiny arms and hands on a man. In fact, arms and hands are the first thing I look at on a man, lol. 

• No bodily fluids besides spit, cum and blood.
• No diapers of any of that.
• The obvious being no children, no animals.
• No age play.
• No swapping/loaning/poly. (No judgment, it’s just not for me).
• Anal is a soft limit for me, so are canes/being caned. (But fuck the marks are pretty)