BelladonnaLove
sub female

Wisconsin, United States
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Age
28
About me
I am a sub female and new to all of this. I'm a mother of 2 and work as a cna. I've had to be dominant in my life in every aspect because I didnt have a choice. I'm realizing more and more that yes I still want my independence because I've worked hard for the little bit I've got, but at the same time i crave the feeling of being dominated.
I've had to set my rules and have all the answers for not only myself but evryone else in my life. Ive always felt the need to serve and make others happy. Mostly because I feel happy knowing I'd helped, but its exhausting. I need someone to take over for me when I'm so burnt out i can't think. I need someone to make me feel protected, keep me from feeling alone, who is stronger then me, and will make choices for me. I need that structure.
Being a submissive to me is all about trusting and pleasing my dominant. As long as he is happy i can be happy. Almost everything I do is to ensure that he is pleased with me. I trust in the decisions he makes and do my best not to question. I am naturally curious though. I am prone to questioning mostly because i like to understand. I'm not one to guess and I absolutely despise messing up and disappointing my Master. It hurts and feels heavy. The only thing more important then the needs of my Master are my children.
I tend to know what I want. It's a feeling and something that I don't really need to think about. I simply know it.
I also get bored easily and that's with most things. I make no apologies for this either. If you can't hold my attention, I'll move on.
BDSM and me
I've been learning more about what I like. I seem to like to be tied up and I'm rather fond of my hood. I'm still unsure about breath play.

Results Summary (taken 2019-04-13)
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Submissive More info  
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Rope bunny More info  
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Brat More info  
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Masochist More info  
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Slave More info  
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Experimentalist More info  
  51%
 
Vanilla More info  
  45%
 
Voyeur More info  
  43%
 
Exhibitionist More info  
  42%
 
Pet More info  
  40%
 
Non-monogamist More info  
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Primal (Prey) More info  
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Ageplayer More info  
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Brat tamer More info  
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Degradee More info  
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Boy/Girl More info  
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Daddy/Mommy More info  
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Primal (Hunter) More info  
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Rigger More info  
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Dominant More info  
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Degrader More info  
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Owner More info  
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Master/Mistress More info  
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Sadist More info  
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Limits
Nothing to do with urine or feces. Anything illegal or with kids or animals. No cutting. I've had to kick that twice now I cant start up again. I won't do poly. If I am not enough that you feel you need another then move on. I am, of course, still learning.
What's new
Not looking right now but friends are welcome. =)
Update date
Monday, April 15, 2019
Member since
Tuesday, June 5, 2018
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