KinkyKey

switch female

24

In a monogamous relationship

At first, the beginning was very rocky. It was 2018, I was 18, I got hurt, did a lot of stupid things, but learned a lot of valuable things. Those were life lessons, and things that I will carry with me and motivate me to be better and do better than the people I encountered. From the beginning I knew I was a brat. Although it's true that not everyone's personality lines up with their form of submission, it definitely lines up for me. I've always been someone who enjoyed pushing peoples buttons and riling them up. It's a thrill, and it's so fun to see the reactions I receive. It hasn't always been received well, and I plainly remember being given the present of a couple of the 'old guard's' "wisdom". It was definitely a treat to have a stranger tell me their archaic views on bratting and how wrong and disrespectful it was. I've had to defend myself quite a bit on that front, and had a lot of people push me on that and act like I needed fixing. So many were convinced that they could punish the brat out of me? Which completely forgoes the whole point of bratting. I don't brat because I want to be molded into a perfect, obedient submissive, I brat because it's fun. It's a game with me and my Dominant. I like the back and forth, the teasing, the laughs, and the... fun part. I like that form of play; to be put in my place just to go back at it again with my Dominant smiling ready for another bout. It's the banter and the libidinous glances. I prefer to earn my play time, rather politely ask for it... if you catch my drift. 

I'm still figuring out a lot of other aspects of my self. In the last year, I fully realized that I was a little. It took a long time to work through it, and it was hard. I grew up not allowed to act like a kid, so for it to be something that is a fundamental part of me brought a lot of humiliation and shame. I was so terrified to give in to it, and sometimes I still am. It's a different type of vulnerable to let someone take care of you when you are in such an innocent space, and to trust them with that. I'm still on my journey of letting down my walls, but I can tell you that starting this has really helped me to heal and express myself. It's touched a part of me that I don't think has even been poked with a 30 foot pole. It's the most freeing thing to be able to embrace my inner child and trust my partner to be my caregiver in those moments. Of all of my traits, I do truly believe that this one stems from the traumas of my childhood, and it's taken awhile for me to realize how beautiful it is to be able to heal little me in this space. It is a gift I will be eternally grateful for. 

There are a lot of things I enjoy, and many kinks that I have or would like to partake in. None are as imperative as the two I talked of above. These two really are truly apart of me, and give you more insight to who I am as a person. I'm so excited to learn more about me and to see where bdsm takes me.

Hard limits: scat, medical, needle, piercing, and anything that causes scars or permanent damage.

Jun 25, 2024

Jul 25, 2018