*Warning-I can be a psychotic crazy woman.* Apologies, I thought I had it in here already that yes, yes I am a touch crazy as is ALL women but only enough to make the sex good. However life with me is never boring because shit follows me wherever I go. Maybe because someone cursed my ass. Idk. Spontaneous. Continuesly reading, learning, researching, for 1. To keep my mind healthy n 2. There is far too much out there I have yet to explore. Love it. empty nester. single. never married. need a man stronger than me mentally and intellectually. I am not looking for someone to just hookup with to have sex and he dominate in bed. I am not easy, and I will not chase. I respect my self and will tell you to FUCK OFF if need be. I enjoy being a contradiction in life; let me explain a little bit further: - slightly alcoholic (not really), psychopath (joking, I take pills for that ?) who swears too much (like a sailor), eats too much (only when my inner fat girl is screaming) & will probably try and fight you while drunk (used to, my inner Irish fighter), I'm a moody psychopathic asshole (my german side) who needs attention 24/7 (not for real), lots of sex, and to be left the HELL alone. - but I easily adapt to my surroundings. I am a city girl thru n thru but live in the country at the moment. I will ride four wheelers through the mud until I look like the swamp monster but then later that day can be dressed to kill in a dress and heels ready for dinner. always classy, sassy and smart assy. If u ask my friends or family about me they will tell you I am an asshole or Satan without skipping a beat, but I will bend over backwards to help someone always. Currently I've been told I am edgy and savage. Total Capricorn
Eventually looking for a man who likes to try new things inside and outside of the bedroom. Not necessarily looking for a 24/7 dynamic, I imagine a vanilla and M/s dynamic whenever it felt warrant would be perfect. Nothing set in stone so to speak but live life in the moment with whenever felt natural. I believe everything should flow easily, nothing forced (unless of course he has let his Monster come out to play then I must obey). has been over 15 years since my last Dom. this is a lifestyle choice for me, not a game of chess. I need discipline/punishment for my own mental state that I am very much in tune with and am aware of. Only sometimes, I must admit I do need an attitude adjustment from time to time.
40 licks with an English riding crop