I'm a natural Ginger, a bit on the curvy side and a Navy Veteran. I love animals and 2 dogs. One is a Belgian Malinois and Lab mix and the other is a Pekingese and Border Collie Mix. I work alot to make ends meet so please don't stress if it takes me a bit to respond. Bills are hard to pay on your own. On that note I'm looking not just for a Dom but a life partner. I'm not here just for sex or to exchange nudes. I'm here to find an actual relationship with someone who not just willing to, but able to take the time to get to know me before taking the next step. I've been threw hell and back. Trust is not easy for me and if it seems like I'm backing off. I am probably scared I messed up somehow and am struggling to make amends with myself to even face you. I don't like letting people down. It hurts me knowing I fucked up already and then we'll being told I fucked up just seems to make things worse. I'm working on that but I've been bullied for years, my own mother called me fat as a teen and made me step on a scale everyday. If I gained even a pound my dinner was reduced. When I was younger I learned ro hate myself. I need someone that can help me change that about myself. I'm working on it myself but it's a daily struggle not to see..well...me.
I'm new to the world so please be patient. I can however tell you I have been dreaming about the BDSM world since I was in my teens (not active...litterl dreams).
No body fluids, kids, animals, etc