To you I am an exhibitionist-cuckholdress- hotwife. My husband is a voyeur/ cuck in this role and enjoys watching me with other men shaming his inadadequacies via real time presence, or pictures and video along with a full length camcorder. Although I've been with my husband for 14 years our sex life has not slowed and I have a very strong, insatiable libido for my husbands fat cock and domineering ways so my Bull has to be a pretty good fit to suit this role.As my husband is my Dom, he doesn't share that role so there will be no tying, choking (except on your fat cock of course), whips etc. I am most interested in exploring the uninhibited desires of young BWC/BBC: thick domineering men with fat cocks; and MMF threesomes, (MMMF may be my current limit).I enjoy sexting and flirting and getting comfortable before a real life meet.
For this role I need a Bull:
My ideal bull is a burly, manhandling beast with a large cock ready to fuck and continue to fuck for a substantial time while chastising my cuck. I do not want to be your fluffer. I understand nerves but this should not be a regular occurring issue as the point is to out fuck my cuck in front of him and humiliate his inability to handle my pussy the way my bull can. If at any point I have to take over control or domination of the play then I'm taken out of my role and arousal as well. My bull knows exactly how to take care of my need to be used and how to own my pussy. My bull craves my pussy and LOVES my thick , hourglass curves and can't keep his hands off of me. However my bull is incredibly discreet as in reality I'm a devoted wife and the vanillas will never understand this aspect of our relationship actually adding to our marriage and in no way a sign of disatisfaction in the kinkiest motherfucker I've ever met and married.
I have found that the average man cannot fulfill this role and it has given me a great appreciation for the type of personality that can encompass all that is a bull to me.
As for me, in my most natural state of submission, tied up by my most trusted and beloved Dom (riding crop in hand), my biggest fantasy is that he is able to control a scene with multiple men and I find myself fulfilling all of their needs, totally used, enjoying every cock until spent. Maybe I'm blindfolded and don't know how many are there. Maybe they just walk into a room and find my Dom has me tied up..obviously you would have to speak to my Dom who isn't yet on The Cage to sign up for such a position and this is just the musings of a simple slut sub's fantasies..
* bio wastes of any kind including atm and vomit
* age play
* pet play
* non consensual acts of any kind, respect all boundaries and safety words
* fisting
*blood
*permanent marks or scarring
*finances
* nagging and complaining
My newest role is the cuckholdress which came from my Dom's desire to switch (as he is most naturally a bull persona) and my growing Mommy/Domme persona in which my Dom trained me how to properly care for my Boy (strictly taboo insestual roleplay, not age play) . In this role parts of my personality have come through that I didn't know existed due to a less than ideal upbringing and I have learned a confidence that shines through into my real world relationships and its quite incredible how such an underworld of taboo society is actually the best medicine in finding your way to unashamed honesty in who you are. The Mommy role is quite sacred and not for sale. But through these roles I have discovered attraction to shaming/humiliation, begging and obedience from my subbordinates. Now in the real world when I find men less than adequate its the Mommy that wants to come out and peg them into understanding a good fucking. So, with the proper Bull, I am a cuckholdress, shaming my husband and submitting to the domineering commands of my Bull.