Satin Silhouette

sub female

25

Single

"If you obey all the rules, you miss all the fun." - Katherine Hepburn

If you've found your way here, welcome. As a woman in love with herself, consider yourself lucky. This is a moment, a glimpse, into another world created and occupied by one woman's mind. It is dark, and dangerous; it is vibrant and beautiful.

I am twenty-five years old, and I am a dreamer. I am a writer, a reader, a lover, a friend. I say good morning to the sun every morning, and say good night to the moon each night. I leave my windows open so I can hear the birds chirp in the early hours. I prefer the sound of wind through trees rather than cars on streets. I believe in spirits and that there are some who live in my home. I collect things, little knickknacks and tchotchkes, that cover every surface in my space. I have enough books to fill a library, yet no library to put them in. Most have cracked spines, withered pages; a few are held together with nothing more than tape and faith. I dirty my hands and knees in my garden, nurturing new life and sustenance. My wrist and fingers are often sore from writing pages and pages of desperate inspiration. I'm addicted to the smell of fresh bread baking in the oven, of hearty stew simmering on the stove. I surround myself with soft, cozy, interesting, old, unique things that bring me joy. My nose is always buried deep between the pages of a book, hunched over and ravenous for stories of fantastical realms and all-consuming romance.

"But we loved with a love that was more than love—" and I don't know any other way to love. With my my entire heart and soul, drowned and consumed. So I walk, slowly, carefully, cautiously, carelessly, recklessly through life until I find another bleeding heart.

I have enjoyed kink and BDSM in some capacity since I was a teenager. I only became an active member of the scene once I turned eighteen and went off to college. I spent some time experimenting with various casual partners in those early years. I entered into a few short-term dynamics, and have made friends with some lovely people in the scene. I have done an abundance of research as well, so my textbook knowledge is more than adequate. Most of my time has been spent learning myself - what do I like, what makes my heart race, what brings me peace, what feels like home, what sends my eyes rolling and my toes curling, what do I want. There have been some incredible friends, mentors, lovers, and partners who have helped me grow. I am grateful to them all.

When it comes to what I want, I am searching for my Daddy/Mommy, my Dom/me, my Alpha. I need someone loyal, possessive, territorial, powerful, controlled, ruthless, protective, confident, kind, compassionate, gentle, nurturing, and filled with a depth and passion to rival my own. I want someone who can take control of me, take care of me. I want someone who puts their best foot forward in life, who makes it a goal to be seen as strong and intelligent. There is a stark difference between strength of character and brute force. There is a stark different between confidence and arrogance. I want someone who would be proud to own me, cherish me as their most priceless and beloved possession, who wouldn't hesitate to show me off. I want someone who wants me to dress and act as I am, in the best way, knowing that if anyone looks at me or disrespects me, anyone acts as though they want a piece of me, they will tear them apart. And when we are alone? I want the claws, the sharp teeth, the rough hands. I want the predator ready to devour its prey. I want to be reminded that Wolves are Beasts too. And when I'm soft, weak, shaky, unsure, I want the protector, the partner, the lover who will hold together all of my pieces and touch me gently.

No fecal matter, urine, vomit. No cnc. No degradation. No intense or excessive pain. No manipulation, fearplay, blackmail, threats, etc. No incest. No full-head hoods. No straight jackets. No cages. No infidelity.

Jan 6, 2024

Dec 29, 2018