I am a masculine, black male , switch, looking for a Mistress/Domme and slave/submissive . My kinks are from mild to wild. I am looking for a Female Switch or submissive to marry and own. In my heart I am a "Buster brown" a beta male posing as an Alpha Male in public, at a Woman's Feet in private.
My kinks are worshipping women's legs and feet, being pegged by a Dominant Women, sph, bondage and gag, etc. Its hard to find a Real Female Supremist. I have only met one, she was in her late fifties and very sadistic. She was into control, physical and verbal humiliation. If I got on her nerves or upset her in the smallest way she would have me strip off all my clothes, lie down on my stomach face down in her walk-in closet and she would tightly duc tape my ankles, knees, wrist behind my back and wrapping the duc tape around my mouth and head several times, gagging me, I could only make a very faint moan for help and to plead for her forgiveness. She would keep me this way for hours at a time. While she watch tv in another room and did things around the house. Once a girlfriend of hers stop by and the girlfriend ask where I was and she took her to the walk-in closet where I was bound and gagged, the girlfriend was shocked and concerned about me, she explain to her that I was being punished for being a bad boy, after she got over the intial shock of seeing me naked, bound and gagged, she nervously laughed and they both went to the livingroom. I was so embarrassed and humiliated. About two hours later before her girlfriend was about to leave, I heard her say, Your Female Supremacy lifestyle is off the chain girl. I spent the next three hours moaning and begging, before she untied me. She wanted a slave, a piece of property, not really interested in another husband, especially one 20 years her junior. She was willing to appear vanilla in public, but insisted if we got married I would take her last name, she was not about to take my name so that we could appear normal in public and to extented family. I was in absolute awww of her and was ready to be her husband/slave, but her career took her around the world and she was gone all the time so she decided she was too busy to settle down. Buster brown
Before I discovered anal sex, I never understand why women were so heart felt about sex and men not so much. I think it has to do with being penetrated. The one being penetrated and less in control feels vulnerable and open. The one doing the penetration is in control and once the orgasm is had all interest is gone. Also multiple orgasms can be had anally and just one at a time thru the penis, which after words you loose interest. The way to my heart is thru my asshole.