Thebig Voyeurtoo

sub male

55

In a monogamous relationship

I am a middle-aged married white male who is straight-leaning, though willing to experiment. I am attracted to women, though I love anal play (especially receptive) and I am excited at the thought of being with a trans-woman.  I am discovering my BDSM needs, slowly revealing and trying to safely explore what excites me.

I have long loved wearing panties and lingerie, but never really came to grips with the fact that I am a transvestic fetishist.  I will wear panties under my clothes often and find that it stimulates and relaxes me all at once.  My collection has become quite extensive.  I am absolutely not passable and don't dress visible in public.

I love to receive anal, to stretch myself and to fuck myself to climax.  I crave pegging, though I can't get my wife to embrace it.  The best orgasms of my life have been from riding a big rubber cock.

I have only recently realized my need for BDSM in my life. I love to be tied up and made helpless, so much so that I scored 100% Ropebunny on the BDSM Test. I am a submissive in the bedroom, and get off on being dominated in a real way (not pretend).  And I love to be spanked, flogged, and whipped and I seek to push and explore my tolerance.  I love to see my ass covered in stripes!

I do not tolerate humiliation or degradation, I have true insecurities and I don't need them shoved in my face.  If you seek to dominate me, be real and be respectful of me as your bottom, I want to serve an appreciative mistress.  I do not do blood play or scat, I do want to push my limits for pain, but not to the point of permanent scarring or injury.

My newest thing is my discovery that I like to be spanked, flogged, whipped, and caned.  I never thought I liked pain, but as I travel this path I am learning that when the mood is right, I love it!  And I take great pleasure and satisfaction seeing pictures of my ass well "striped" with welts!  I catch myself admiring the bruises for days.

May 29, 2017

Apr 30, 2017