Please, Sir: Would you consider being my Dad?
I am a weak-willed, badly-behaved, middle-aged boy-man who is not very grown-up, despite my age. After many years of confusion, I have finally realized that I need a strong masculine authority in my personal life to help me with my most important goal, which is to become a Good Boy.
I know that I need to be monitored, mentored, punished when I rebel, rewarded when I obey, trained, supervised, and strictly controlled. My hope is to be controlled by a kind and benevolent Dad who will bring out the best in me with paternal affection and understanding. But I also know that Dad's expectations and rules will naturally be backed up with strict enforcement, and that I can expect painful and humiliating correction if I am causing a problem or am out of line.
I believe this relationship can be meaningful and worthwhile for both of us even though I regret that it must happen only on-line. I have a conventional job and a vanilla public life that I must maintain. So to protect my secret life, I cannot share pictures or identifying personal details. I suppose you might want to keep your identity private from me too. But I don't think the relationship has to suffer because of that. Because what I am really seeking is submission, not sex--though if you want to use me for your sexual pleasure, it would make me very happy to be able to serve you in that way.
But I hope it might be pleasing for you just to know that you are controlling and shaping another person's life--a person who really needs your control. Here is what I can promise you: I will obey your orders. I will report to you regularly. I will honestly confess my sins and mistakes to you. when you order me to punish myself, believe me, Dad, that wooden paddle is going to hurt me just as much as if you were here and it was in your hands. I will seek your love and forgiveness, and fear your displeasure. I will serve you. And my greatest happiness will be those occasions when I hope to hear you tell me that I have been a Good Boy.
If this kind of relationship is interesting to you, then please let me know, so we can begin to learn about each other and decide if we are a good match.
Thank you for reading this, Dad, and for considering me.