It took me several years, but I now know that I am submissive (though I don't think "Slave" fits me very well.) For now, I am my own submissive; I have no Mistress. I have been practicing self-bondage for a decade. I'm still learning and stretching myself part my boundaries. My kinks include, but are not limited to:
- Bondage,
- Forced orgasm
- Electrostimulation
- Water sports
- Chains
- Locks
- Predicament bondage
- CBT
- Oral in all its possible forms The list goes on; I'll add to it as I go. I'm up for literally anything.
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In my vanilla life I love science fiction, computers, gadgets, electronics, coding, small remodeling projects/fixing things, tools, making stuff with my hands.
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I'm retired, so I have time on my hands to indulge my domme's needs. I would love to find a domme that would use me, abuse me, and command me, all in the name of her satisfaction.
I tie myself up every chance I get. I use time locks and doubled up knots to keep me immobile until the box holding the knife unlocks. While restrained, I use electrostimulation to make me cum. I dream of a domme (or anyone) binding me, zapping me, stretching me out, torturing my cock and balls, and me telling them how much I love it.
Scat, hospitals, morgues (lol), permanent damage/marks, children
I recently purchased a cock cage chastity device. It took a long time to find one that fit. Now I'm in the process of building up my tolerance by wearing it for ever-increasing lengths of time.
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I also got my hands on some (legally obtained) bigger boner medicine, which is proving to be amazing