I am in my 30s living the vanilla married lifestyle currently. I have a bachelors degree in English with a focus on early modern literature (English Renaissance) and am also a veteran, a once mechanic. I’ve known forever that sense of submission is something I would need in my life but discretion has always been key for me. I’ve spent my whole life being torn apart and made to feel less than, but in my sense of this lifestyle I seek the respect of the Dominant who seeks to earn the trust and comprehension of a submissive that is kore than willing to listen and learn but is pretty broken.
Though not looking for anything physical I am a 5’6” blonde, curvy (bust is 38D, big booty, that’s about it, won’t really put myself out as being entirely out of shape), blue grey eyes.
Interests:
Bratty play
Anal
Minor sadist activities (I enjoy a bit of pain, just not a lot)
Mind play (if you can write well and can get my imagination going that is a plus...)
Bondage
Open to other things
These are things I have tried, relationship wise those I’ve been with or am with are too insecure in this world so I am admittedly inexperienced myself.
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Submissive
100% Brat
91% Rope bunny
79% Primal (Prey)
75% Pet
70% Slave
64% Degradee
60% Experimentalist
60% Masochist
58% Vanilla
53% Non-monogamist
52% Exhibitionist
46% Ageplayer
33% Boy/Girl
23% Voyeur
1% Switch
Illegal activities are a no go
Cutting
If I think of more they’ll be added