Introvert - a shy, reticent person.
Reticent - not revealing one's thoughts or feelings readily.
Shy - being reserved or having or showing nervousness or timidity in the company of other people.
Hello, I’m 23 year old aspiring lawyer and currently in college I enjoy outings, reading love reading, and traveling when I can! I’m very shy I’m the embodiment of the word shy but I’m doing my best with time to be more of an extrovert I don’t know if that will ever happen but my shyness seems to be an issues so I’m trying.
Physical attributes because even though I’m only looking for mentoring attractions is important
- I’m African American
- I’m 5’8
- I go between 170-195 ( Im working on staying fit I eat clean but with school sometimes it’s hard to fit in working out.) Do no tell me in order to do this I need to lose weight because 1. I won’t be DOING anything for a while 2. You have no idea how triggering that can be 3. It’s rude just say you aren’t interested and go.
- I have brown eyes they are grey most the time because of my prescribed contacts
- My natural hair is black but it’s pink all the time
- I think that about covers the physical if you are still interested after a few conversations I don’t mind sending a picture
I know nothing about BDSM besides what I’ve read online. I enjoy reading kink/BDSM books and a friend of mine suggest I try the real thing but I had no idea where or how to start so they recommend this. For the first time in three years of college I have decided to take a summer off and see if anything happens if not I’ll go back to my books but nothing beats a fail but a try I guess. I only know for sure I’m a submissive and that’s about it but I would love to learn but I understand and appreciate the Security behind it but it makes it so much harder to get started hopefully here I can make that happen. I would like to be trained by someone older than me... much if possible I don’t know why but I find security in mature men. I’m have little sexual experience and I only put that because I’m over having to talk about it. The Opportunity just never presented itself. My ideal person would be patience I’m shy and soft spoken and it would be much easier to figure this out if I wasn’t force into things I didn’t want to do or made to feel bad because I didn’t want to do it. I agree submission is something that lays within someone not something that can be forced or taught but just like anything in life when you discover something it needs to be natured, helped and have the ability to grow. I’m new in this journey this feels right I’m smart and can tell the difference between an idea/fantasy and real life. Right now this is the path I want to be on if it’s not for me that will show in time but if is and 100 percent sure it is the structure and stability I will get from giving up complete control will be peaceful and I look forward to it. I’m a very patience person Rome was not built in a day but once finished it was magical. So if it doesn’t happen right now in my life that’s okay there is time but if it does happen right now I’m looking forward to building my Rome.
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
91% Rope bunny
61% Primal (Prey)
1% Brat tamer
0% Primal (Hunter)
From what I know I won’t enjoy blood play breathe play or public humiliation but that’s just from the research I’ve done!