Beckka

sub female

40

Single

Although I have great respect for everyone's preferences, I am NOT Poly, if you are, that is amazing, I am just not...

Disclosure...
I'm a BBW (That means chubby, fat, curvy, thick...)... physical attraction is a big deal, if BBW isn't your cup of tea, no shame in not drinking...

LOCAL or close only, please

I’m a NON-smoker and would want to share that trait with my partner... very light/social drinker...

I would like to find a LTR in the lifestyle with a 24/7 dynamic of a respectful nature... I am in NO RUSH... I’m an independent, single Mom, my children are always my priority, they know nothing of my interests in this life and I believe TPE is possible without it being obvious to them or others in my life (what I meant by “respectful” above), even with a full time, live in situation... The only thing I believe in being obvious would be my devotion and faithfulness to the man I choose... I keep everything together all the time, and have looked into the lifestyle to give me a part of life, where I can shed my heavy burden of full time control in life, and just be the sub in me... I’m a submissive by nature; and the more I learn of the lifestyle the more I notice things the women in my family do, just by our nature... I have tried the vanilla life and have been unsuccessful in love and tend to attract men who need a woman to take care of them... This has proven to be awful and high stress for me, when I don’t want to make any decisions and forced into a leader role, when that is completely against my organic nature... I went through a 10 year relationship of insecurity and instability with a narcissistic man who was not a leader nor was he faithful or reliable or respectful... the trust and honesty it takes to have a D/s relationship appeals to me, because it would allow me to be myself and submit and give myself and my faithfulness to a Dom/Domme that I could trust and rely on and give total control to.. I do want TPE, so that the parts of my life I can give away, I can relax in... if any of that makes sense... I’m trying my best to give a good sense of me... Please feel free to message me any questions or suggestions.

A little about me, as a person, I love photography, camping, fishing, painting, everything in the creative realm from crafting to learning pottery to paint by number with my kiddos, I love learning new things, movies, museums, I have interests in paranormal documentaries and tours, I’m silly, I enjoy laughing and having a good time regardless of where I’m at... I’m very easy going but can be a bit shy and reserved until I’m comfortable. I do disclose that I may have a touch of brat in my playful moments, but never disrespect and never in public. I have a job that I love that provides for me and my children without outside assistance from the government or child support, I take pride in that...

I’m a little old fashioned and won’t be sending the first message, but my inbox is open... You can absolutely make or break me with conversation ?

Thank you for reading!

I’ve been studying the lifestyle for 4 years now. I have very limited real life experience and looking to grow!

Kids, Scat, Anything illegal, Poly, water boarding, silent treatment, lying... I’m sure I’m not covering something, but hope to learn and grow in my knowledge and how to answer more thoroughly...

Very happy to be active in the local community and meeting new friends! It’s been a wonderful journey ?

Jul 25, 2022

May 29, 2020