Im submissive my nature and im interested in all of this. Im 46, married. 5'4 190 big blue eyes full of wonder and excitement.
Im new to all of this. I saw someone posted this on here, and I feel the same so im posting it.
Is there really a genuine Dom who will take the time to listen and hear me? Who will take the time to know me for who I am, accept me with my flaws, welcome the side of me that can only be controlled by the one who I submit to, guide me to explore those hidden desires that can only be shared with the right one, and not be selfish? Is there a Dom who can be open, truthful, honest and not hide and lie about their status, who they are, how old they are, what they want or looking for themselves? Is there anyone out there who really doesn't play games who can be upfront and not beat around the bush or try to manipulate to get what they want? Is there anyone who knows how to deal with conflict without losing their cool? Is there anyone who knows how to be understanding, who is thoughtful and considerate, who cares for another?
Everytime I get my heart set, I'm let down.