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someoneelse
Gender
Male
Age
26
About me
I'm definitely not for everyone.
Sometimes too shy, or too overconfident. Too talkative, or too quiet. Too scared or too arrogant. Too self hating or too narcissistic.
I like to think I have a white hot burning energy in me but I don't know how to say it properly with words so I like arty ways of expression. I also learned that a lot of it is an aching rage towards myself so I'm trying to be more self forgiving. I'm not so good in English but it's my best language and I speak 5 others (worse). I have mental health problems but I am seeing a professional and taking medication. I'm very attractive though so...
I am ignorant about many things but I try to be understanding & kind to that what I don't know. I studied music and photography and tried to do both professionally but those are terrible career paths and so I changed and work in tech. I studied classical guitar and wanted to do it for university, but it wasn't to be. I like baroque, romantic, south American, metal, and blues music in particular so I jump between those ones. I find it fascinating to meet different people from other parts of the earth and learning about them and try to understand how their thoughts and life is. It is so interesting to see different life experiences people have based on where they are, and how in some ways it is very similar, and in other ways very different. I like to imagine myself with people in all the different parts of the world and see/hear/smell/taste/feel all the things. One day I want to do a world tour based on all the different climates and regions and landscape/biome.
Sometimes too shy, or too overconfident. Too talkative, or too quiet. Too scared or too arrogant. Too self hating or too narcissistic.
I like to think I have a white hot burning energy in me but I don't know how to say it properly with words so I like arty ways of expression. I also learned that a lot of it is an aching rage towards myself so I'm trying to be more self forgiving. I'm not so good in English but it's my best language and I speak 5 others (worse). I have mental health problems but I am seeing a professional and taking medication. I'm very attractive though so...
I am ignorant about many things but I try to be understanding & kind to that what I don't know. I studied music and photography and tried to do both professionally but those are terrible career paths and so I changed and work in tech. I studied classical guitar and wanted to do it for university, but it wasn't to be. I like baroque, romantic, south American, metal, and blues music in particular so I jump between those ones. I find it fascinating to meet different people from other parts of the earth and learning about them and try to understand how their thoughts and life is. It is so interesting to see different life experiences people have based on where they are, and how in some ways it is very similar, and in other ways very different. I like to imagine myself with people in all the different parts of the world and see/hear/smell/taste/feel all the things. One day I want to do a world tour based on all the different climates and regions and landscape/biome.
BDSM and me
I really like bdsm except I'm not able to do a healthy relationship due to an extreme fear of intimacy, so for emotional safety reasons I would prefer a playmate/ friends instead of a relationship. I would describe myself as mostly a sub and a dom in the making so I think the best for me are switches.
What's new
I think I've found stable footing after some time so am using it to plan (vaguely) for this year
Update date
Jan 18, 2024
Member since
Jun 12, 2020