I am a young 40 yr old submissive guy who is a closet cross dresser, Hoping to be found worthy and find a mistress that will train me as she wishes. I am good at following instructions and very eager to please. I am stable and secure with a good job and friendly person that likes to be helpful to others
Until now iI’ll s just been me and I long to share and being alone sucks. Wishing to find someone to talk to and share with and learn from.
I don’t know as I haven’t experienced much. I play with an elastrator and wanting to be feminized and castrated, play with e stim toys, allows for hands free climax. I also have a couple different chastity cages but nobody to hold the keys.
I am now living life how I want. I dress the way I want, when I want. Not letting what others think or say affect me in negative ways.