IriaLuv

sub female

39

Single

I am learning more and more as I go. I have learned that what I am is an Alpha Sub.

I'm looking for real life. Messages will not be enough for me. I do want to find something deeper than just the bedroom play.

I'm very timid but ferocious. Starting out I may become so nervous my body will shake and teeth will chatter. I have been told no one could control me. I need someone who can make this untrue. A powerful dom who can truly train me to be his ultimate sub. I know once my walls are broken I can be everything a Dom could want. My preference is a Primal Dom. This is not something I just suddenly decided one day. I've been wanting this for a very long time. Just now learning how to go about starting. Consider me a new slate to work on.

I have many questions because there are things I still don't know. I do know some things I want and am open to the possibilities of much more. As I learn more, I will put more on here. I may be naive in a lot of this but not fully naive to be unaware of what is right for me.

I'm not a stick chick . I do have curves. In the long run I would like to find someone permanent. A monogamous relationship. To be collared/owned/committed. I have a child that lives with me.

Very new and willing to learn.

== Results from bdsmtest.org ==

100% Submissive
100% Brat
100% Rope bunny
70% Slave
61% Primal (Prey)
59% Masochist
57% Vanilla
47% Pet
45% Degradee
37% Experimentalist
11% Ageplayer
10% Boy/Girl
1% Exhibitionist
1% Voyeur
0% Non-monogamist
0% Switch

I guess I need time to think these through as I am still learning what a lot of things are. I know there will be things I won't do and some I will only do for the one I'm with once fully trusted.

Hard limits
Child, Scat, urine, anything illegal, drugs, shock/electrical. There may or may not be more as I learn.

I have learned with my timid nature that I do have to start out slowly. Rushing will not work for me. Controlling my body is the easiest, but to get all of me you must convince my heart and mind as well. These may come a little trickier. Get to know me first before trying to delve deeper into my sexual side. Once you have my trust then I am much easier to mold to your desire.

Apr 25, 2022

Jun 19, 2020