Don't make demands to a sub/slave that isn't yours.
I am learning more and more as I go. Most would consider me a brat. If that isn't for you, then I'm not for you. I am a sub, not a slave. I will not address you as Sir/Daddy/Master unless we are "official".
I'm looking for real life. Messages will not be enough for me. I do want to find something deeper than just the bedroom play.
I'm timid but ferocious. Starting out I may become so nervous my body will shake and teeth will chatter. I have been told no one could control me. I need someone who can make this untrue. My preference is a Primal Dom. This is not something I just suddenly decided one day. I've been wanting this for a very long time. Just now learning how to go about starting. I know what I want and what I like.
I have many questions because there are things I still don't know. I do know some things I want and am open to the possibilities of much more. As I learn more, I will put more on here. I may be naive in a lot of this but not fully naive to be unaware of what is right for me.
I'm not a stick chick . I do have curves. In the long run I would like to find someone permanent. A monogamous relationship. To be collared/owned/committed. I have a child that lives with me.
Very new and willing to learn.
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Submissive
100% Brat
100% Rope bunny
70% Slave
61% Primal (Prey)
59% Masochist
57% Vanilla
47% Pet
45% Degradee
37% Experimentalist
11% Ageplayer
10% Boy/Girl
1% Exhibitionist
1% Voyeur
0% Non-monogamist
0% Switch
I guess I need time to think these through as I am still learning what a lot of things are. I know there will be things I won't do and some I will only do for the one I'm with once fully trusted.
Hard limits
Child, Scat, urine, anything illegal, drugs. There may or may not be more as I learn.
I have learned with my timid nature that I do have to start out slowly. Rushing will not work for me. Controlling my body is the easiest, but to get all of me you must convince my heart and mind as well. These may come a little trickier. Get to know me first before trying to delve deeper into my sexual side. Once you have my trust then I am much easier to mold to your desire.