CGLDMS

dom male

40

In a polyamorous relationship

Vanilla me: unemployed widower with two boys and a severely handicapped daughter living with immediate and extended family. I do not see this changing in the future sadly except potentially for employment status.

I love anime, science fiction, fantasy, RPGs (tabletop and video games), biking, YouTube, and porn.

As a Sadist I take great joy and pleasure in causing pain. This extends beyond physical torture into more psychological torture. An example is having you tied up and blindfolded, and I take a dull knife from the freezer that has been chilling overnight, and run the blade across your back, between the cheeks of your ass, between your labia, and finally across your neck. Admittedly this would take multiple knives as your body temperature would warm up the blade and you would know right away the edge was blunt, posing no harm. That being said, I have played with real daggers. I sub I made cry by just pressing the blade right where hrr heart was, pressing down just hard enough to press in her flesh but not enough to draw blood. The fear of what could have happened terrified her, and that fear excited me. Finally I do enjoy cutting and carvings, along with standard beatings, floggings, caning and beltings; all with the intent of inducing pain. Now ideally I want a victim who would climax from the ordeal, and whose mind and body is so separated at that point that she’s basically embarrassed and ashamed that she would climax from the torture. She would crave and hate more at the same time.

As a Master I demand complete obedience, order, servitude, and discipline. I also fully intend on owning a slave body, mind, soul, and most importantly will. My goal is to supplant my will into hers, to the point she exists for my sake alone. To do so the slave-in-training would accept and even find fulfillment in servitude, obedience, and really being in the care and presence of one completely Superior to her and is molding her to be my best vision of her. It's a terrifying and fulfilling process that I fully expect to take alot of time and energy. The slave I would own would be more than a sex-slave, but an all-purpose tool to my whim.

As a Daddy I seek to guide, nurture, protect,but still corrupt and discipline youths. I seek simply to have the little embrace being a little girl and all the girly things it entails. That dynamic is much simpler.

Bastard is a term my last slave came up with. To her I was a Bastard because I would point out her flaws, her shortcomings, and all her negativity, and twist it into her, toying with her, all for my enjoyment as well as to elicit a reaction. It would be akin to the more Beastly side: the primal need and desire to mate and conquer, but in an intelligent and primal fashion.

Brats, Dommes, trans, males, strap-on, emasculation, Topping from the bottom, and I will not receive what I dish out. I believe in inequality.

Jul 6, 2020

Jul 2, 2020