I have been in a loving relationship with my Master for the past 3 years. He pushes me to be better than I am and is my life.
I have always had a craving inside of me to give up my power to another. I feel the most fulfilled in my life when this is the case. For a long time I have denied this fundamental truth about myself as I have grown up being taught that I need to be a strong, independent woman (which I still identify as) but inside I want to kneel at my Masters feet and serve him in any way that would bring him pleasure and true happiness. TPE is what I need, with somebody who is honest and can and will communicate.
I find security, peace and arousal in following rules and protocols set out for me, knowing that someone cares enough to put that effort in. Everywhere you hear about the gift of submission, and don’t get me wrong, it is a gift, one I would not give to just anybody but so is the gift of Domination.
I want a collar around my neck and the knowledge that I am cherished and in return I would offer my complete devotion and obedience.
As this section is “about me” I guess I should put some real details about me. I sing terribly and loudly in my car, currently to bad 80’s and 90’s music on my commute to work. I drink a lot of tea and coffee during my day and then wonder why I cannot sleep at night. I watched too much Netflix over the lockdown, I love the feel and smell of fresh towels and I cannot stand clowns as they freak me out but I know I am not alone in that one.
These are probably not the facts that are wanted but I have no idea what to write. I am happy to answer any questions that you may have if you have them.
Take care x
I always knew I had this side of myself through my life but did not begin to explore it until I could not work out what was missing in previous relationships. I identify as being a slave and a masochist, which for me was confusing (more so the masochistic side of myself) as I still cry and beg whilst my body responds in the absolute opposite way. I get fulfilment at serving my Master more than I can ever show my gratitude for what he does for me. Being a slave is not always easy, I mess up sometimes, I am far from perfect and I certainly am not worthy of my Master, but I will keep trying. BDSM is a godsend for me, since I discovered it I have become myself and been able to feel comfortable with the person that I am for the first time. There is empowerment in having no power.
I have them. I am not a follower that being a slave means I am not allowed limits. Limits keep everyone safe. SSC is important