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Longings of an unknownfemale

Short erotic essays
2 years ago. December 2, 2021 at 10:17 PM

I’ve imagined my life with you, full of passion and pain. A love that will endure the millennium, in the mass expansion of the galaxies. The moment we intertwined as one I kissed you. The first second of new life coming together, I caressed your soul. Before you, I longed and lingered through the days of stormy weather, looking for a port to tie myself to. On one of the sunniest days, I found myself looking into you.

 


When I stared into your eyes, I fell headfirst into the deep color of honey, warm and thick. It soothes the pain that left behind the throbbing of bad memories. Your eyes welcomed me into an embrace before your arms could hold me.

 


As we stepped into each other’s space, it took all but nanoseconds to know each other, the way other lovers did throughout history just knew. Our hearts beat echoed as one, as the sound drowned out the surroundings. I knew at that moment you were mine and my heart belonged to you.

 


As magnets pulled to each other, there is the force breathed unspoken words of love and worship. Things we have heard before but needed reminding. We breathed in each other and the smells of floral and musk filled our senses. Sending us into a daydream so lucid, we see our future in the beyond. We smile at the simplicity of our heats finally reuniting.

 


When our arms finally ache to hold one another, we jumped into each other’s skins and we relived our pasts and came back with a better understanding of how love deceived us and held on to the plan of our pending meeting. We wandered in the dark desert of loss hope and anxiety.

 


Being with you in every part of my life my imagination could not surpass the reality that we lived. We loved each other before we met, and we would miss each other if our lives knew something was gone.

 


I gathered all the stars above us and placed them in your hands and we made our wishes and released them back into the sky. As time moved forward the storms came and went and we held still. I never thought of losing you, the concept seemed foreign. Walking through space and time without you my heart grieved.

I feel your presence lingering around me, like a mist that smelled so sweet of honeysuckle and roses. It embraced me and whispered soon my love. I cry when the days pass and we are no longer together. The grieving of my heart pulled at Fate strings

 


Fate met me one of the coldest days, offering solace from my torture and offering its hand to me. Taking it plainly as a friendly greeting me at the door, I walked with him and he lead it back to you. Our reconnection and my soul rejoiced.


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