You're lucky I look at you, you're lucky I give you the time of day, you're lucky I find you worthy of sticking my cock In you, you're lucky I let you think of me , let you look , you're lucky I will gaslight you, you're lucky I will manipulate you, you're lucky that I will emotionally abuse you, you're lucky that someone like me takes time out of my day to abuse you, you're lucky that you have me, I would use so quickly and send you back out onto the street desperate and needy and always chasing for what you wish you can have with me.
You dont want a nice guy. You don't want respect and kindness. You just want to be treated like a worthless dumb little inanimate fuck doll that always cries and complains about how mean in treat you , but love it love to be degraded so desperate and needy for that off hand comment I'll leave every once in a while that you look good, I want it to make your whole existence valid one comment from me pushing to the heights of worth and joy and you'll never fucking leave me because you know deep down what's out there for you fucking empty oblivion without me. Addicted to my chaos to my fire to that burning desire that you think In your dumb little head that maybe one day if you do everything exactly how I want I might just might love you.