3 years ago. August 28, 2020 at 5:15 AM
I got my new shackles! I love them! And I made my own custom mask to fit my personality!!
Today’s the day that my Dom moves in with me and I’ll get to see and be with him everyday vs twice a week. I know getting used to someone living with me again will bring challenges as it does for everyone but I feel we have a great line of communication. I can literally talk to him like a best friend with no judgement or getting angry for not agreeing with something. I just hope he stays who he is and doesn’t change. But, I am ready for the challenge. WELCOME HOME DOM!
Results came back today. I am negative for covid 19. It was most likely strep. It’s back to work tomorrow 🥰. Me and my Dom celebrated by buying some new rope 😜🤣🤷🏼♀️
It started with a headache then a sore throat and just feeling run down , I still have not had a fever but I do work for the schools so I am at higher exposer. Me and my son have to get tested for covid tomorrow 😭
Me and my Dom have been looking at adding new toys and or tools for our “play time” we have read up and watched videos on Shibari and have got the materials for this. We have also read up and watched videos on the violet wand which I think will be in our near future. We also discussed getting my nipples pierced, as I do have a high pain tolerance this wouldn’t be a problem and I have already been thinking about it for some time, so this will also be done in my near future by a professional of course. Does anyone else have any toy or tool ideas for a submissive Masochist?
Me and my Dom got a shock collar. I first tried it on my dog. I got up to 9 and she started yelping she is a chocolate lab. I tried it on my arm and could only Handel up to 30. It goes from 1-100. So we decided to try it during “play time”. He put it on me and as things were heating up, he started at 1 and I would say I can take more sir as we continue although I have no idea what number he’s at again I beg for more and higher voltage after about 10 mins he says it’s at 100. And I was still wanting more. It was so intense and so amazing. We also used a large butt plug and I wore it while we went out to eat to please my Dom.
This is a poem I wrote today about me and my Dom. Enjoy.
He completes me.
When He is not around
my misery drowns....
He is what I need,
it is He that completes me.
He gives my life meaning,
He gives my life order.
He keeps my heart beating,
My life within the border.
His voice stern and strong,
Correcting when I’m wrong.
I give myself to Him completely,
He enters me discreetly.
At this time we become one,
Like a bullet in a gun.
Apart we are 2 dynamics,
Broken like ceramics.
He’s my Adam and I his eve,
It is He who completes me!
Hello I am fairly new to the Bdsm lifestyle. I am 37 years old , I live in ohio near cedar point. I have a full time relationship with my Dom , who also has a profile on here called Dom fouronenine. He is my partner, my Dom and my soon to be live in bf. We are are on this new journey together to be a better submissive and Dominate. He is really good to me as I am to him as well. We both have full time jobs, mine does not allow for marks or other visible discrepancies of my lifestyle as I work for the schools. And also with that being said I can not engage in any illegal activity or public pornography. As it could have a negative impact on the school. I have felt I have always been a submissive and I have always enjoyed being tied up and pain with pleasure. I love being dominated and owned. One of my biggest downfalls as a submissive is the punishment. I tend to laugh or talk back because I like the punishment and I also like to push my boundaries, and I have also learned this is being a brat. I have talked to my Dom and we have decided that the punishments need to be more severe so that I can learn to be a better sub and he can also grow to be a better Dom. Although I do like pain and have a high tolerance for it , we together as a couple have decided to try the use of a dog remote control shock collar as punishment and reward. High voltage for punishment and low for erotic fun. We have not yet tried this but when we have I will let you know.