I decided to treat my self today. There has always been something sensual about hotel rooms for me. I'm sure it has to do with when I was a young man before I left my parents house for the Navy.
Before you go to boot camp you have a DEP (Delayed Entry Program) pool you meet with weekly before you leave. One day we show up for a meeting and they have local banking representatives there for those of us who are interested in setting up an account.
I notice one of the tellers is looking around the room but out of the corner of my eye I can tell she is resting on me a little longer with each pass. Now this was a Women (at least in my eyes at a time) I was 18 and just graduated high school she was 26 with a career but for some reason it did not phase me. I noticed there was an openness to her. A place she wanted me to walk through.
I approached her with interest in opening up an account and the interaction was very professional. We didn't flirt in the way I had before it was a dance. She was open and clearly wanted me to approach her directly but I knew if I did I would have to settle for a lesser prize and give her gratification too soon.
I took her card and waited about three days before I reached out to her. My intentions were direct. "You are very attractive and I want us to meet up". This was the day I learned to be honest and direct in the things I wanted. And for that I was rewarded.
We enter the hotel room and I did my best to stay calm like I knew what I was doing. I emptied my pockets and took a seat at the edge of the bed. The ceiling way painted a beautiful murali of the mountains and the sky. One entire wall was a mirror which provided an excellent view point to our bodies.
Her head meet right at my chest. Her skin was supple. I remember vividly in my mind to this day the way her body shook and vibrated as I took her from behind. Her orgasms sent her into deep breathing and there was a transformation she was going through. I could feel the weight of the world lifting from her body everytime she came. Her moans were exhaustive from the labor of releasing the pent up energy that was flowing to her surface and letting it's self free.
She was no longer her name, or her ego. She had submitted not to me but to her true self. The her that was inside that wanted to be but never had permission. She was free and I could feel her body glow from within.
She commanded me to go deeper into her and pleaded I release myself on her face. She became whole as I washed over her. Her hands were so soft as she grabbed me and took me into her mouth. I was looking down at a different women on her knees then the one one who I came in with. A full women.
That day was the day I knew what I would always desire most. We layed and talked and she nurtured my mind in a way no girl could. My desire for a women's touch was awakened that night.
So again here and now I lay in this hotel room for myself to feel that energy I felt that night once again. Reliving these memories and sharing them allow me to grow. By doing so I am making space to create new experience in my life.
I am again at a point where I am seeking a women in want of being her self with me. For those interested you will need to prove yourself capable and ready to discover you in a way you might not have had a chance to before.
I enjoy talking to both experienced and non experienced members of the lifestyle so message me. I'd like to get something out of a good conversation with one another.