I had a serious conversation with my Rope top and it would seem the way things on the blog were discussed made him a little anxious although he said it was fine since it was my interpretation plus some artistic license combing different elements of what happened even if it wasn't a documentary.
Yet i decided to take it down because if even one person could take it out of context I don't want it to stand. Infact today when I walked into the club I talked with the owner and he said him and his other would like to consider me giving a CPR and first aid training to staff since I'm an EMT and that was freaking bad ass they could use that skill set and Id like to help support such an awesome establishment.
Did i think even two days ago I be suspended on a stage, have a chance to be rope topped, knife play, fire play, impact play, edge play, be tied to another woman and paraded around nearly naked, while also doing similar things to others. While also being asked to teach life saving skills! To be honest I've had some of the most erotism and pleasure in my entier life.
Whats funny is I stayed till closing tonight and since my fire top was tired from doing like 5 scenes I asked him if he wanted me to get his car from the overflow lot and bring it down he seemed grateful although I mean the dude gave me an experience I never even knew I wanted.
The moment that drove me most crazy was something called the fire pussy where he touched the flame and then sorta clapped it and caressed it with his hands sick.
My negotiation before being fire topped was as usual for me don't penetration me, no body fluids. He kept asking me I kept saying go for it go all out.
My god I wanna learn how to fire top so badly it seems unbelievable.
Gonna put up a new picture of me in rope it was fun did I ever think I'd be come a rope bunny? Not in the slightest I think the coolest aspect of kink is that you meet such eclectic people and at the end of the time every is working on the same goal which is to spread more pleasure and joy in the world.
Are people worried I'm too trusting yeah I was talked to by a couple of people who read my blog about my lack of a robust pre scene negotiation. Yet its a dungeon any time someone can say yellow red or safeword and theres literally people all over who can end anything.
Additionally I'm not a sub I'm an alpha so I have the confidence to say and do what I like and no one could get me to be otherwise also with my 30 years of martial arts I know if I had to I can rip though most anyone.
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