Addicted to love- By Tori
A compulsive longing devours the hours
As the time expires, it brings with it existential urgency
A hunting begins
The past of us together
Or a future when I can see you again
Is an unrivaled place where I feel remarkably alive
A place where emotion, devotion, and lust become agency
A void enormous grows
Gravity begins to weigh heavy upon me
Bliss is as dangerous, and addictive as any narcotic
The feeling of having you in my arms revealing
I was safe enough to sleep in front of you
Yet the terrors of my mind a poison - for which there is no remedy
Remove me from rapture
A quiet scream startled me awake wondering where I am
I quiver
Your warmth is a temporary antidote, petting my head relieves restless panic
Lost in the moment consoled I was torn from you by our position
An embargo on love is now the quandary
Here I am emotionally searching inward
On if that was reality, or truly lunacy
No tonic tonight
My only companion, the darkness of anxious thoughts blanketing the mind
Yet hope maintains sanity
Bliss exist on this earth, and as such a possible end to this loneliness
Shall our orbits once again align, and the addition is temporarily fed