Tears in my eyes. A memory replays.
It's too late now...
A time you screamed that hugging me entrapping me with your earnest plea for companionship burned into my retina.
It wasn't too late for me at that moment,
yet that was the last moment I could walk away and still not have my sanity tested.
Now my resolve has been bested.
I need to be nested beside you,
my body molested with your lustful embrace.
I feel unprotected as you seem to have divested a restlessness resides inside because you're not by my side.
lies I told myself fade as I aided your corruption of my chastity.
Its become almost sadistic how you casually lit my heart ablaze
yet now set me on a maze to find you.
I consented yes
I feel demented now
Without your smell,
the air is stale somehow.
It's too late now...
Yet when I scream it choking on my fears,
all I hear is the echo of loneliness
my instincts felonious
as you are nowhere near.