Day 6
The best sex I ever had, my girlfriend, was getting tired of me complaining that she never, wants to have sex with me any more. So I stated, why not just be friends if you're done with me sexually. I don't care if you want a sexual relationship just admit it and we move onwards. She responded one day by blindfolding me, then gagging me with a dog bone chew toy in my mouth .
After she hog tied me with in this really tight arch borderline painful in my spine, the unbearable pain subsided after she beat me a tad. When my body started to flinch in pain and I was crying, she gave me the roughest massage I ever had. It felt like she was pressing my muscles right off of the bone I even yelped a bit in muffled pleading to go a little less intense.
Once, I was bruised, tender and almost collapsed from just the lead up. Then she fucked me from behind while choking me and here was where it's interesting. Not only did I enjoy it she got tried out all the activity before hand. I guess it took so much out of her to get me in the sense and head space she wanted she was too tried to bring the hammer down sexually.
If you ever been bound gaged, beaten, bruised, bleeding and only half fucked it was vicious. I, was like, aww, that's both sweetn she gave me all the effort she had in here but it was also terrifying, like I don't wanna be left like this for hours trying to mutter please untie me before you pass out. Also it kinda makes you wonder how much of a rough fuck do you need?
She made sure to untie me before she collapsed asleep.
I don't really masturbate, so I was in tears of sexual frustration, like seriously, though why did it have to stop after only a couple of hours? 😭
Yet the benefit of being a demisexual I generally don't have any libido. Thus far in my life I don't know the person who can take me there. Kinda why I do better as the top sexually it might be boring for me but at least someone cums.