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I was home bored and switch wolf last conversation asked me to come out and I was thinking about it.
This past week with school in recess and my girlfriend away it's been like what should I do besides work?
Accepting a friends invitation out was an improvement emotionally.
What was I doing you didn't ask?
I had been reading news about geo politics, while watching YouTube shorts about ADHD and PTSD from people's perspectives.
I usually just read research on such things but finding out how those conditions have impacted others in their own words was useful.
It was fun being tied up tonight and suspended for a few minutes.
When rope bites the skin it just feels like a big hug.
I love hugs, getting squeezed feels so reassuring.
The stress of being an EMT making life impacting decisions, the worries of the day and why it always seems the harder I try doesn't matter, because I will never know or get to see my greatest dreams come true.
So just for a moment letting it all go is relaxing.
A temporary mental reset on existence itself.
Who doesn't deserve a time where all you have to do is breathe and exist weightless from all burden.
I can fall asleep suspended it's so calming.
I appreciate wolf asking me out.
Getting to see some new and old faces a monumental bonus.
I want to thank the community around Baltimore for being so beautiful n caring.