Ice Girl's public thoughts.

My most appreciated supporter😳

They say behind every great man is an even greater woman. Well I am not a man and I must say my girlfriend has been invaluable if not a bit much at times.

As I have been getting my aid sorted, finding housing, getting registered for classes and conducting it all while my last undergrad final is happening tomorrow and my car is in the shop.

She's been supportive everyday. Heck just today I was unsure if I was in the right screen over my financial aide so she face timed me to look over trouble shoot and confirm with me that I need to call financial aid tomorrow to sort out why the school hasn't pulled my info yet.

I have also been moody anxious and short tempered my entire life is getting filled with upheaval and my classes start on January 6th

Which includes already right from the jump my anatomy lab where I am going to have to dissect and put back together cadavers. They don't waste a second of time before having intense work.

So the pressure of the moment has me a bit edgy. I know when it starts things will clarify but until that day there's a whirlwind of uncertainty.

I wanted to publicly say I appreciate her and in the chaos of the current she has been at least someone trying to help.

Most people say great work or congrats but have they put themselves out one bit knowing fully well I gotta pack move and get everything sorted in under 4 weeks and when you toss in the holidays that's actually only 3 weeks of actual time.

Nope only really her and the person I live with.

Some people might say well why don't you ask for help. At the moment I don't even know what the heck I need other than a vacation 😂

In short Tavi is an amazing person and I will miss sharing a residence with her.

Even worse where I found to rent doesn't even allow visitors ugh 😩 but it's a 6 minute walk to campus and with the lease I can petition for a parking permit with the city and park pretty much for free.

Trade-offs but it is sad knowing I will be relatively alone when it starts off.

Probably find the local scene a bit, join or start up a board game club at the college and also take a leadership position in my graduate class within the grad school.

Also one of the reasons that I even applied to this school they do lots of education for the community events and provide free health check ups and initial exams.

I know as a med student it is a way to "practice under supervision" so there is a benefit but I will enjoy and really push to do as many events as possible.

I don't believe healthcare should be gate kept so anytime they can use a trainee to assist I'm gonna be willing to jump in.

At this level the difference between an A and B is meaningless I wanna touch people's lives so anytime I get the chance to do that I will. I also think as much practical experience I can get will help me be a better provider from the jump.

I'm tired my final undergrad final is happening in 16 hours woah 😳 the end of an era.

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