Ice Girl's public thoughts.

I am genuinely depressed ?

I am late on taking my hormones so I have a horrible migraine which is a crap way to start.

Then you add in the fact I crunched all the numbers and when you add school plus cost of living medical school is about to force me to take loans around 140,000-160,000 thousand.

On top of which in three weeks now I have to move and I don't even feel like packing.

Also I got really upset at my aunt shes the one bio relative I am still on speaking terms with. She was really sick reported a fever of 104 but because she was afraid of the expensive nature of hospitals went to a minute clinic where all they did was give her prescription strength Ibuprofen!

They didn't address the root cause of her fever or properly diagnose her and it outrages me.

I can't treat everyone on earth once I get my medical license but when the people I love are getting shit care it will hit extra deep.

If only I did things a tad faster I could have treated my aunt and she would have better care. I don't know some days just get to me.

At least yesterday I finished my final undergrad test! If I got over a 76 I would get an A in the class under a B yet since I'm already accepted to medical school it didn't even matter.

Kinda anti climatic ? it didn't even matter.