You were my sunshine on my darkest days
You were my light when I was stuck in the dark
You said you loved me, I believed you
You reassured me I was safe, I believed you
You said I was beautiful and never too broken
You told me to give you my demons
You told me to take down my walls
I gave you everything
I trusted you with my heart
I believed you when you said you cared
I believed you when you said you’d keep me safe
But it was all just a performance to you, just another lead role to entertain you and keep you busy. My heart was just a prop, a toy, something you could throw away without any consequence. My submission just another act in your play. All the words you said just another script for you to recite.
I hate that I now question everything
I hate that now it’s so hard to trust
I hate that I let myself call you daddy
I hate that I let you call me baby