Hello is anyone out there?

Well as some of you know i went to my first workshop yesterday it was knife play and fearplay.

Wow it was a Nice workshop for me really something i would want to try with my future partner.

And that all just for one thing.

The trust you really was it shining from them and thats something i like the most in these relationships.

The other aspects line how to use the knife and all that was also fantastic .

What i also appreciate is lets call him the teacher he was not all grumpy and stern no he made jokes and all that it was really a fun experience.

Now aftherwards was the playparty. Honestly it was intresting i didnt do anything myself now but i would like to try something next time. 

On the receiving end though.

I like it because it was not to much people there where maybe 30 people max and from the 30 where 10 i already knew from so it was Nice and a fun first experience :)

There are a few things what i like more about The Cage then FL.

Examples 

1.The people here respond faster because and you dont have to have a 100 of Friends in your friendlist .

2. Its smaller that is for me a big + in a way.

3. When you blog  something everyone sees it in the begin page. 

4. There arent million blogs or pics  uploaded in ten minute (if you get what i mean)

5. There is a chat room.

And there are some more.

But there is also a downside for me on the Cage. 

There arent much people from my area on here so there arent and events for me through the Cage.

Hopefully one day this will change.

Kisses and greetings jordi.

Well taking another step in the lifestyle by going to a workshop/party.

And to be honest im getting a bit nervous from it.

The good thing is that im not going alone im going with Friends.

The workshop itself is knifeplay/fearplay .

I want someone with who i can have fun with .
Someone that is happy with a shy person.
A person that is freaky but sweet and kind .
The looks doesnt matter,it just has to be the way you are to others people thats what counts most because that is what makes you beautiful for me.
I want someone with who i can talk,laugh,walk with.
Who likes movies and music .
Someone who i can trust and that wants to trust me.
I want to take care of that person while she want to take care of me .
Someone that i can love and can feel loved by .
Experienced or unexperienced it doesnt matter we would find our way.

1 day i will find her or the finds me, who knows.

Thats all i have to say for now.
Lots of love and kisses.
Jordi

Well i didnt find anyone get to share  my live with . But i do go to munches and made friends. 

But in bdsm itself i didnt really go forward. But patience gets rewarded they say