Submissive

Hi everyone my life was so perfect. I had the perfect sub. She was my wife and she was my friend when I needed to talk. And I had it so easy and just one day that all it took. That day we did everything we had to do and at night it happened. The night of march 10 2019 she had a heart attack. And the day was the last day I had her. So everyone when you see your dom or your sub hug them tight because you may not see them anymore. And now that I’m looking for a new sub? It is hard to find someone. Because now everything is online and I don’t know why people are afraid to gave ther number. And now how many messages are there and people are still afraid. So how would you like us to meet if you are afraid to gave anything up. This what I see you gave the person your number and something you don’t like tell him and block him. That simple so i hope i find my new sub to finish my other half of my book. And i hope i did my grammar better in this. English was my bad subject i hate it. If I remember I pass with a c or d. 

On this site I was looking around but I had met this perfect sub slave women. We was talking on a daily basis and we had a lot of things in common.and we had good conversations I ask so many times to be mine. Because she was what i was looking for in a sub but one day. I was talking to her i didn’t said anything bad to her and stop and block me. She never told me? I didn’t why she did that. I-don’t know why and i would like s

It is hard to find a submissive woman let me tell you a little bit about me I start this at 18 with a girl I was talking to and she told me what she likes so how I like this girl I read up and she told about a place so I went there and I had met a dom I told him about what happened about that girl and i didn’t know how to be with her the thing he told me and I’ll still remember till now he told me what did I like to do he ask would you like to control the girl you like and i said yes it was i want to be with her and he told me I meant control is you tell her what she going to such as what to wear what to do and you be the man of the relationship I told him why that and he told me because most women want the man to be in control but some women want the man to have full control so in time I got with her and he took me under his wings and school me everything i need to know I married my submissive and i never Count these days i start to count when he told me your ready and then he told me you are ready and you don’t need me so I was happy married for 20 years but the sad part of my life when I lost her 5 years ago it been hard and it still hard to find someone now before it was easier but know it not so i kept in Touch with him and he was there at the funeral but he told don’t forget i told you and he also told me that how i was a dom and going back to a normal relationship would be hard so im here now try to find a sub and hopefully she out there that a little bit about my life