Submissive

It is hard to find a submissive woman let me tell you a little bit about me I start this at 18 with a girl I was talking to and she told me what she likes so how I like this girl I read up and she told about a place so I went there and I had met a dom I told him about what happened about that girl and i didn’t know how to be with her the thing he told me and I’ll still remember till now he told me what did I like to do he ask would you like to control the girl you like and i said yes it was i want to be with her and he told me I meant control is you tell her what she going to such as what to wear what to do and you be the man of the relationship I told him why that and he told me because most women want the man to be in control but some women want the man to have full control so in time I got with her and he took me under his wings and school me everything i need to know I married my submissive and i never Count these days i start to count when he told me your ready and then he told me you are ready and you don’t need me so I was happy married for 20 years but the sad part of my life when I lost her 5 years ago it been hard and it still hard to find someone now before it was easier but know it not so i kept in Touch with him and he was there at the funeral but he told don’t forget i told you and he also told me that how i was a dom and going back to a normal relationship would be hard so im here now try to find a sub and hopefully she out there that a little bit about my life