I am filled with the urge to announce that I have returned from my training, but I am also filled with the feeling of wanting something, ANYTHING really- to happen. I'm bored again, it seems I'm cursed with it. I've been practically in a rut, or heat or whatever, for the longest time. All by my lonesome and desperate in the nights, but always unsatisfied.
I am currently sitting on a 7 inch silicone cock, and just staying there. Is it normal to be so horny all the time, yet when I actually try to do something about it, it's like everything disappears? The feelings I've been plagued with dissipate, the heat through my body is gone, and I'm at a loss at what to do.
Now, as usual, I'm sitting here plugged with this toy, afraid to dismount because if I do, this entire cycle begins again and again. Always dissatisfied.
~Blaise 🖤
