Waiting

Challenging Behaviour

You are being difficult, a little challenging, too bold, too loud, testing my patience and trying it on, pushing the boundaries. Brat-like behaviour at its worst.

I am going to just sit here and stare at you. I am thinking about how I will correct this unacceptable level of behaviour and attitude. Ripping off your panties, putting you over my knee and getting your immediate focus with my paddle and my hands.

A Reset fucking follows.

When you come to your senses you know what will happen and what you will be on the receiving end of.

And then you can apologise.

Delight

Searching, stroking and teasing fingers and hands, in the darkness.

Under the soothing warmth of the quilt, all peaceful and quiet, just the sound of breathing, gasps and sighs.

The thrill of careful discovery.

Wrapped together in our own world.

Mouths explore, skin tingles and memories are built, connections made that can never be broken.

Your submission proven every time.

Actions ALWAYS have consequences

If I discover that you are playing with yourself WITHOUT my express permission, you know that I will not be happy.

Your ability to cum rests with my express permission.

You know that and have always known so.

One of the following three things are going to happen:

1.      I will watch you and allow you to cum, knowing that you will have to explain yourself and that there will be a hard punishment coming your way.

2.      I will wait until you are right on the edge and then fuck you hard, making sure that you know why I am disappointed after I have plugged you.

3.      I will tell you to stop, explain yourself while you have a long and cold Corner Time, allowing you to think how you can possibly make up for such poor behaviour.

Actions you take never escape my notice.

Lesson learned

Your bottom shows the marks of my presence, its perfect form, soft skin and gorgeous folds explored and exposed.

Squirming and wriggling, trying to get away will not work. Laid across my knee, a feast to be devoured and corrected at the same time.

Desperately needing to cum, you want so much more.

Kept in your place until I decide that you have reflected upon your error.

Loose talk and answering back has got you here, no doubt what you wanted.

The paddle and my hands go to work, correcting you.

Lesson learned, no doubt to be revisited.

Edging and Control

I take you out for Dinner:  the week is done and it is time for some Us time. I really enjoy showing you off, you look fabulous in that long flowing skirt and top, wearing the bra and panties set I got for you from Harrods.

Very special, they complement your skin tone perfectly and make you feel special.

You have a very important place in our connection and, as always, have much to give me, freely and willingly.

The evening passes quickly: delicious food, soothing wine and the trials and tribulations of the past week fade away. Thoughts turn to the weekend and all the possibilities it offers.

We leave the restaurant and go back to my house, you are already tingling at what I might have in mind for you and what I expect of you. This will be a busy evening for my submissive.

Tonight will be very different and memorable: I will be taking you much, much further than before.

I tell you to undress but leave your panties on and lay on the bed on your back, which you do obediently, carefully hanging up your clothes (I like order and tidiness) and getting into position.

I run my hand over your panties which are nicely wet, tracing their outline and gently pressing them against your gorgeous warmth.

Be quiet – no sound is my Order, which immediately stops you moaning as the tease factor is very much building up inside you.

I take your panties off and fold them carefully, they are mine now.

I find your clit and gently stroke it with the very tip of my tongue, dancing carefully and delicately, seeing you writhe and knowing that the urge to moan and cry out is becoming a real challenge now.

I stop and lay next to you on the bed, kissing you lightly and start to tease you with my fingers, exploring all of that beautiful wetness, probing slowly and deliberately and then returning my attention to your clit.

Circling and stroking her, I can see that you are getting near to a hard cum and, seeing this, stop and remove my hand. Your breathing is intense and I can feel just how much you wanted that, but, right now, that is NOT allowed.

I leave you on the bed and walk over to the dressing table and find a makeup brush with very fine fibres: time for you to really focus upon what I am doing. I run the very tip of the brush over your clit, seeing your back arch as I do this, knowing that your tipping point is about to hit. Despite my Order NOT to speak you whisper Please, Please and I tell you to be quiet.

Frustration, the delicious agony of waiting and expecting, wanting and needing all wrapped up in the moment, all leading to a bigger outcome.

I remind you of your dedication to me and that you are totally Owned and that I have high standards that you are nowhere near meeting. You need to try much, much harder.

Starting from now.

Your body subsides for a few minutes and I start again, eating you and teasing your clit with my tongue, just enough time to get you back into the groove of deep, wanton need.

I remind you that you are NOT allowed to cum and if you do then you will be spending tonight on the bathroom floor with no covers.

I start to tease and stretch your nipples, seeing them get even harder with my pinching and rolling them between my thumb and forefinger, hearing soft moans and gasps as I do so.

Be quiet! I remind you of my Order about that subject or I will just leave you there.

Your breath starts to get more erratic and your pulse races as I start to tease you again, wriggling now in frustration and absolute abandonment, lost in the desperate urge to cum and get release, me using your need to cum against you but in a positive and focused way.

This is now about allowing you to cum, edging you to the point where you will do ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING  for me, denying you, pausing, slowing down, speeding up, any direction and pressure I decide, seeing you so wanton and focused, grateful in hearing me give you permission to cum, something that you have wanted from the very start when you got undressed.

I allow your release and to speak: it all happens very quickly, your gorgeous body tenses and relaxes, tenses again as the power builds up, you cry out in thanks and in absolute dedication to me, knowing your place and sharing your joy.

After the ecstasy has subsided I whisper in your ear that you are Owned and that you will do anything I ask.

Which you always will, without fail.

Overstepping the mark

You have so blatantly overstepped the mark, the line beyond which you cannot go.

You were rude and disrespectful.

You have both angered and disappointed me.

You will get ten of the very best: five with my paddle and five with my crop.

You will feel this as a reminder that disappointing me, not following The Rules and being very disrespectful has very clear consequences.

You totally deserve your punishment.

You need to show me how sorry you are and that this will never happen again.

You are going to show me that you will be a better, more focused, more dedicated and more devoted girl.

Starting from now.

A clear reminder

On your knees

 Look at me

Say that you belong to me and only me

Say it louder and like you mean it

Head down and look at my feet

Say you want my attention

Don't make me tell you again what I want

Say Please 

Good Girl

You need more Training, don’t you?

Look up at me

Do not move

You need a firm hand and clear boundaries

Go and get my paddle

You have much to learn and be grateful for

The Wall

You have disappointed me, a lot.

Stand against the wall.

Make sure that your nose is touching it and that it stays there.

Bottom pushed out for me to inspect.

Put your hands on your head and keep them there.

Stay perfectly still until I tell you otherwise.

My paddle will be very busy when I decide that you are ready.

Controlling You

The electricity of it, its start, the way it builds, ebbs and flows at my will and choice, the power generated is palpable, addictive and leaves you wanting more. A mesmerising and haunting tingle of deep, deep pleasure and exciting pain, seeking and needing more. No choices or options here, I am in Control.

Your need drives you: wanton and almost boundless, a need that overrides your will to resist, to think about anything else other that the release that I will give you.

The drive, the force, the direction is ethereal, physical desire mixed and fine-tuned with a desire to please me, to show Ownership and to always prove that you are mine.

Consuming You

I consume you, you are consumed, eaten, taken in. Owned, in any way I choose.

Rapture devours you: giving up resistance and offering up compliance, freely given.

Filling you, emotionally and physically, all empty entrances, explored and conquered.

You know and fully understand that only I can satisfy you and that need is limitless.

You yield, every time but with every time, your need grows bigger, stronger and harder to satisfy.