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I'm on my path of discovery. I'm new but not new to the lifestyle. I'm just in search of where I fit in.
4 years ago. Saturday, February 13, 2021 at 2:01 AM

Anger... 

A five letter word that can rip your life apart. 

 

While in a controlled scene, it may seem fitting or sexually tantalizing... Outside that, it can be jarring.

 

Unfortunately, I learned the hard way that anger kills the soul. I recently went off on someone in my vanilla life (still sounds weird to say this). Anyway, I hurt them badly, left them crying. I watched tears flow like waterfalls... Like a special part of heaven released the agony in its soul. I can get to a point that my words cut like fine tuned knife. I do regret it. Only person who can match me is Dom. As I grasped the earnest part of his anger, I began to realize how badly I hurt others with words alone, especially when my anger was completely out of control. He's so controlled... an angel ?with double wings compared to me with a broken halo and double horns ?.

But Doms should be able to control their temper before thinking about being a Dom. Someone could get hurt. But a sub with a temper is more of a tornado effect. Their anger starts off at a distance covered and smothered by their submission but it's getting progressively closer and even more dangerous. 

 

OK so these r my random ass make no fucking sense thoughts of the 3am night. ?

 

If you read... Thank you! ?

Better sleep before he finds me still up ?

If you read... Thank you! 


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