Oh God,
The lies, the layers
Does it ever end?
Probably not
Any other way?
No
What do I do?
You don't need to do any thing, you can do any thing you want
Fuck, where do I start?
You started long ago and you're always starting, ending and starting
Fuck, it definitely feels that way. Oh well, guess I love the pain
Stretch marks and bruises
Worm trails and spice basins
Sky, land and shockwaves
This I have been gifted many times.
Leaning into Opportunity defines my character, the choices I make and the courage I build. My talent, the gifts of my body and mind, wasted if not for the opportunities I follow.
I feel cheeky today ?
I know but I didn't realise, you spinning such tiny threads all inside me
How delicate and deep they go, making my heart beat
To your rhythm, dancing like the doll I am
Overcome, lost in your love
Choking on what you do to me and what you make me do
Dreams of fading into you but
I know, your pleasure is with me here
Adoring you there, with a field of space between
To grow our garden
Lose me, find me, dance me
To the end of love
With you, I watch the magic as it turns to dust
But I love you, I love you, Starboy
Legacy
Dark night, sparkling lights
Loved in a crowded room
Deep fire in those eyes
And a wicked smile
Statuesque
Surrendered in sensation
A full moon
And a chill that takes her
Into the night
Because
She belongs to darkness
"She's melting houses of gold
... Wounded arms must carry the load"
~ Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Spitting off the edge of the world
Yeah I broke bad, I break often
In the need
To put my pride aside
And bear the load to wear
Me so small
Necessary, to grow tall
Meet you there
Some times
When I'm being seen through
And when I'm not one
Choking
Time
Alien
Alone
Unable to speak sense
No sense
No translation
So draining
When it's raw
When I'm small
Now Alone
Accepting Alone
Wanting No Body
But trying too hard with everybody
To be
To forget
To please
I forgot that Alone is Not Alone
I was trying to be someone
It's easy to be Alone by myself
Much harder with so much noise and so little space
With so much history creeping up on me
All In my head, alone
