I decided time was on my side with work so I went down to local dispensire and smoked some. Now as I try to eat a nutty bar and smoke a cigarette at the same time I asked myself if this what I really want? Not at all. I desire my babygirl. I need her mentally. What is about her that I'm missing.
Her being at my feet, kneeling waiting for her collar. Thanking me for putting it on for her. Patiently waiting for my instruction. She has been a good girl lately. I decide she deserves a treat, her butt plug then. I tell her to bend on the bed with her already knowing to pull her cheeks apart for my inspection. I kiss one cheek and lube her butt at the same time. She flinches when I start to stretch her so I swat her cheek with a back hand then bring my palm to rest on her. She uses her words now to ask for more with my permission.
After fitting it snug in her I lay her down and tell my babygirl how nice she looks for me. She is so wet but I just scoop her into my arms and hold her. So precious to me. So needed and wanted always. She starts rubbing on my chest, rolling her fingers in my chest hair. How she loves gazing at me, my body is something she finds beautiful. My gray is showing and my Resting bitch face turns into a smile. I'd like to think I smile more when I'm with her.
She is training well, following every word that rolls off my tongue. We start with her right nipple, it's the most sensitive. I squeeze and clamp with some sucking involved. I play with her not being allowed to orgasm unless told otherwise. Her inner thighs were running with wax all over them. The electric wand was closer to her delicates than any other time. It's always enjoyable to wand her nipples. After I orgasm I use the vibe with two heads, slipping one onto her gspot. She uses the other while I play her gspot like an instrument. After some denial she has ripple after ripple which I always enjoyed. All the while finally, slowly removing her plug.
We lay their seemingly forever. Freezing, sweating and twisted into each other.
That's what I wanted, not another cigarette or nutty bar. Ugh, what's wrong with me. What a horrible combination! I'm going to grab some ice cream and make a ham with mashed potatoes. Don't forget the green beans.