4 years ago. Sunday, September 26, 2021 at 6:57 PM
I have such a strong urge to mate.
It is driving me!
Sometimes, all I can think about is being with my future partner and how amazing it will be.
I want us to be connected on all levels.
I want us to become one together.
I want there to be no separation.
I want our heartbeats and lives in sync.
I am being as patient as I can be on my journey.
Yet, my hormones scream to me that I need a man.
Fortunately, my brain and heart have won so far in this struggle to wait for the right man for me.
It is a good thing I am a good lover to myself.
Otherwise, I don't know if I would have succumbed or not.
I am fortunate in so many ways, including having an awesome toy collection. ; )