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The greatest fear one can have is not fitting in but the greats achievement is not giving a damn if you don't
3 days ago. Oct 13, 2021, 2:18 PM

Happy birthday to me. I am both happy and a bit sad at this milestone. Thankful to be alive to see it but sad my father isn't here to enjoy it with me . I have never been a fun of celebrating birthdays that's for sure but this year it's different . This year I lost so many love one and gain some amazing friends . There were a list of things I wanted to accomplish before 25 some I have achieve and others they are still there on the list. I have always been a conservative person but over there past year I have learned to get out of my shell we Caribbean people say ,but its opening up to others and enjoying life . It's a blessing one I am thankful for .cheers to sweet 25 !!

3 weeks ago. Sep 22, 2021, 6:04 AM

Sometimes when life throws bricks at you it is said to build bridges,but what if you build those bridges and the foundation isn't stable?

We are told to make lemonade with lemons,but what if those lemons look good to the eyes but when the lemonade is made the juice is spoilt?

We all make fancy plans for our lives working and building careers and homes and maybe building fortunes for our love ones and at the end of the day we never enjoyed a moment in silent reflecting how we spent our time on earth with the ones we love?

This year has been a tough and troubling time for everyone. We all are suffering in silence through depression or illness or the lost of a love one . 

I can go on and on of the list of love ones and friends I have lost so far and it hurts that most of the times I was never able to attend their burial or speak to them for the last time . Life is a blessing and a gift one we all must cherish the memories made 

 

3 months ago. Jun 20, 2021, 5:28 PM

There's a saying what we love most  is what will kill us ,

When I look back at my life's journey , 

There are many things I wish I could change but now I understand the reason why it all happened,

The love a sibling has for another , the love a father has for a child, the care, protection and distance a mother goes to protect a child, 

Sometimes we find our loves one's maybe over bearing , but there are reasons for that.

Maybe they are afraid of losing you the same why they lost a child, sibling or relative, or maybe because they spend so much time away and when they do get the time to spend with you their love showering maybe too much. 

Sometimes I wonder how life would be if we were able to change what happened in the past. 

Maybe make wrongs right, make experience never happen , heartbreak, death and trauma disappear. 

Where would we be ?

There are always lessons learn in every step we take in life. 

If only we could fully protect the once we love, maybe the world would be better. 

 

3 months ago. Jun 16, 2021, 10:39 PM

Being a brat isn't just something you become. It's in you from the time you are born and gradually it develops with you as you get older. Don't get me wrong when I say there are doms when they walk into a room all the eyes of the submissives are on them without them saying a word. But there are some because of their egos and of their boasting they don't get subs who are not attracted to them. It's ok to show off from time to time but sometimes it can be too much. I admire a dom who says little and but just his ways and actions are worth millions. I am not attracted by what I see but by the way a dom carries a conversation. His confidence, love, and dedication is a key factor to my attraction to him. I despise a dom who thinks that the world revolves around him and feels that he has the right to judge another because he is the ladies' man. I think most men fail to realize not all women are attracted to vanity or to lustful ways but many rather have a decent conversation. I tell you this works wonders. Being too egocentric is never attractive. If I comment on your pic never take my comment to heart, I am just complimenting you. there are so many things to learn in the world of BDSM. Some things are better left unsaid ..........................

 

 

 

respectfully,
toya.

4 months ago. Jun 6, 2021, 1:09 AM

Growing up i was taught that trust is earned but what happens when our trust is earned? 

Telling white lies to look amazing?

Making up stories for everyone around you to love you?

Are you really sorry for the trust of persons you have broken?

Or is it just a show of sympathy? 

Sometimes I wonder the lengths persons go to try to make themselves look good.

Are you not ashamed that the persons who once looked to you with admiration and respect can't stand to be in the same room as you?

Sometimes I wonder if persons realize the trust they have broken cant be gain again

I wish you the best and to be honest, I am someone if I got a problem I face it head on. 

I don't make up lies or break the trust of others to be in the spotlight 

 

 

 

 

4 months ago. May 31, 2021, 5:21 PM

There's always the feeling of being tamed by a dom but what if, being the crazy-ass bratty submissive I am may cause his patience to run out? It has always been on my mind. I am an exhibitionist at heart and I enjoy showing off how sexy and curvy I am. But then I question myself whether I am good enough for his love or will he be honest with me? Those thoughts always run in my mind. The craziest part is, it's hard to get a man to have a decent conversation without mentioning how good I look. Would like to have a decent conversation for once. What can a woman do to get one? 

 

p.s. I experience this outside of here. Off the net 

4 months ago. May 29, 2021, 7:16 PM

He's been taking over my dreams from the day he first said hello. His wild and carefree side has been one of the features that have attracted me to him. The crazy part is, I find him to be annoying at times, and sometimes I hate being in the same room as him. Each night I go to bed he takes over my dreams and to be honest, the dreams have me panting in the morning. Those wild positions and crazy sex has me on the edge just talking about it. The Lord knows how much I crave his touch, his punishments, and most of all just to hear his commands. If only he knew the effects he has on my body but I am afraid to tell him so.