Never afraid to speak my mind

There's always the feeling of being tamed by a dom but what if, being the crazy-ass bratty submissive I am may cause his patience to run out? It has always been on my mind. I am an exhibitionist at heart and I enjoy showing off how sexy and curvy I am. But then I question myself whether I am good enough for his love or will he be honest with me? Those thoughts always run in my mind. The craziest part is, it's hard to get a man to have a decent conversation without mentioning how good I look. Would like to have a decent conversation for once. What can a woman do to get one? 

p.s. I experience this outside of here. Off the net 

He's been taking over my dreams from the day he first said hello. His wild and carefree side has been one of the features that have attracted me to him. The crazy part is, I find him to be annoying at times, and sometimes I hate being in the same room as him. Each night I go to bed he takes over my dreams and to be honest, the dreams have me panting in the morning. Those wild positions and crazy sex has me on the edge just talking about it. The Lord knows how much I crave his touch, his punishments, and most of all just to hear his commands. If only he knew the effects he has on my body but I am afraid to tell him so.