My dirty dirty filthy mind

   The way he spoke was so gentle and yet demanded respect. His words where kind and soothing. I made sure to reply to his messages with the upmost respect and in a timely manner. A friendly conversation that he never once tried to turn sexual. This man had real dominance within himself and everything that he did. 

   I was fascinated with his blogs. The words he used, the real rawness of them all. I wasn't the only woman to have taken notice of him. Multiple likes on every post, multiple comments by admirers and fans. 

   Im embarrassed to say but yes I have read them all. Over 10 pages of kink, happiness, pleaser, anger, confusion, mystery and bliss. By the end I knew I had to talk to him and nothing was to stand in my way of this. 

   The messages where real and friendly as if I was talking to a friend that I've known for years. Talking, laughing, joking and teasing one another. 2 weeks pass by and he still hasn't said a single sexual remark. No random dick pics, no begging for nudes. Nothing but a growing friendship. 

   I'd sit and wait anxiously for his next reply day after day. My mind slipped away in every conversation till remembering why I messaged him to begin with.

   I want to learn from this man. I want to experience what he has done and be under him. I had a strong urge to serve him the respect that a woman should give to a man like him. I wanted to submit under him and to be deserving of his knowledge and experiences. I asked politely if I may learn from him and if he may take me on as his subordinate. To my surprise he told me yes!.

   He never called me his property. He never made me show him my body. He never made me address him with a title. But I would find myself having urges to do these things without him uttering them to me. This was the power from real dominance compelling my submissive side to show herself. This was the type of dominance that I strive to have within myself. 

   Her hair is a mess from me pulling it, her face is a little red from me smacking it, her lips and cheeks covered in my wetness. Yes, she's still beautiful to me when she's between my legs. 

   She is a needy little slut, she is a desperate whore for me while she naked on the floor bowing at my feet. Yet she's still looks so pretty to me in the way she does it all. 

   When she's pressed against a wall and her ass is red from a nice strict spanking. I can't help but to think how happy and pleased I am to have such a beautiful and pretty needy little slut to use how I like. 

It's so intoxicating to me. Being on top of another woman. 

Degrading her.

Doing with her what I want.

Being served by another woman brings something.... Bad out in me and I like it 😉.

Mentally fulfilling my mind with sexual degradation.

Now I know why some male doms like to be harsh and cruel.

Not sure what everyone has planned for the holidays. But no matter where you are or what you are celebrating. I hope you all have a sexy wonderful, and kinky Christmas. ❤️

Something so special about having a sub bow at my pretty feet to kiss them and worship me.

I get such a high off it.

I can imagine having a guy and a girl, both down at my feet, wanting to worship me. 

I get excited thinking about ordering them to sit up on my foot and desperately hump against my legs.

If they are extra good, I might finish them off with my hands ;)

Go down on all fours and crawl over to me. Get your face down to the floor and bow. 

Humiliating and degrading another woman has been running through my mind all weekend 😤

Her boyfriend can stay at home. For tonight she belongs to me. I'm in charge and my word is final. Name calling, orgasm control. I want it all. She must kneel down and get to kissing both my heels and feet. They need kissing.

Snatch her up by her hair for those sweet whipers. Maybe a light smack fallowed by a little spit upon such a pretty face before the real fun begins.

Say thank you 😘

Over the years I've met a lot of wonderful people. Both online and in person. While having conversations with them, a few have said things that really stuck out to me.  I wish to share them with you all. So please enjoy and I wish you all a wonderful and kinky week 😛

Not everyone is going to like you and that's ok. Just be sure not to waste your time on something that was never ment to happen in the first place. - Little Erica 

BDSM is nothing more then what you make of it. - Mista J.

Can't talk right now I'm doing bad bunny shit - Bunny Clare 😂😂

Princesses don't cry girl, well okay sometimes we do but it's almost always for a good reason tho. - Slut Kitty

People make things complicated by taking things way to serious. That's why they're all confused. Why do they have to be so serious all the time? - Mista J

Be kinky in your own way and if other people don't like it. Well then, fuck em. - Gentleman's Way

Whenever you put yourself out there in the world, you not only open yourself up to be loved but also to be hated. You can never have one without the other. - Sir Jesse

Remeber to take time for yourself. It's not selfish

Eat something today and drink plenty of water. 

Be sure to sleep or nap so the body and mind may recharge.

Cut bad people out of your life so you may keep growing to live a better life

Go on a walk to give the mind and body oxygen

Do things that make you happy and smile

Love your self today. You're all beautiful

Lastly, do lots of kinky things like no ones looking. 😉

I once read a erotic story where a girl was riding her daddys cock. He stopped her in the middle of it and told her that tonight is the last time she'll be allowed to cum. The daddy tells her its to help her focus more on him and I guess it makes her more needy. She accepted it and continued to slowly ride his cock again. She asked permission one last time to cum and he allowed her. 

I also use to know a girl online who was a anal only slave. Her owner decided that it would be best to only use her pussy for lube to fuck her ass. Never using her pussy again or allowed to cum again.

Thoughts on these? Any interest in not being allowed to cum ever again or being used as a anal only sub ?

I must admit dark sink girls are just so gorgeous 😍. I mean light skin, dark skin, brown skin, caramel and mocha skin. Just let me drink you all up. 

Ugh just thinking about all the dirty dirty things I want to do with them gets me extremely excited all over. Just wanted to share with all sexy kinksters. Hope everyone's weekend is kinky 😘