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Contemplation.

My true domination journey through words.
3 years ago. July 4, 2021 at 2:10 PM

As i have been exploring my own domination i keep being brought back to deep set feeling from my childhood. 

Trauma's, beliefs and patterns created by a society and father who objectified woman and the introduction to porn way to early. as well as a mother totally withdrawn from any sexual energy at all due to her childhood trauma.

It helps me understand what it is I want as a dominant. It helps me observe myself so I can re-educated those stuck or lost parts of me that I am only finding again now. I have been wronging myself for years for objectifying woman, when it was a learned behaviour not a choice. When i want sooo much more from woman than just a body to use, it is not who i am. 

But today i found those patterns, I have observed them gently, I have held a space for them to change, I have owned them with love and re-educated them to who i am now, not what my close minded society and parents showed me. 

I feel free from it, although it has just happened and I need time for it to process, I look forward to the harmony this will bring me and future subs. 

New doors have opened. 

I look forward to more lessons


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