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Rose's Thorns.

A general pondering.
2 weeks ago. May 17, 2023 at 1:53 AM

There was once a dream of such freedom and joy ... to go where you want when you want. To simply go to work and back. Meet friends... go to conferences.. night's out. 


To be free is a marvellous thing. 


And then she woke up .. 

1 month ago. April 30, 2023 at 5:08 AM

There is something exceptionally cruel about watching each opportunity you worked for disappear in front of you while everyone lies to you and tells you how lucky you are to end up back in your grandparents house that being upset is not worth it ... its a waste of energy to even think i could have used those opportunities i worked for... because i never should have tried to begin with. 


Its just cruel... i can't believe you left me here ... with no way out after convincing me to give up everything and come up. You didn't even tell me so i could make a plan 


... i don't come back here without a plan to leave... because otherwise i never get to leave. 

1 month ago. April 24, 2023 at 11:49 AM

Nothing worse than feeling trapped and your wings clipped. Can't do anything you want to. 


Leverage.... the route of all evil. 

1 month ago. April 12, 2023 at 12:36 AM


When you're in relationships or trying to build one and come from a good family background... they just don't get it at all


I work hard for my opportunities they have gone now. 


I trusted the wrong person and they dropped me off back to family... i can't stand it

1 month ago. April 11, 2023 at 6:46 AM

That feeling like molten lava that burns up into despair. 


Grief for loss, for missed chances for things that should never have been taken away from you. 


I hate the place im stuck in so much, its beyond words. 


Pain and anguish for the useless idiots know not what they do. Thing is what if they do and they just act out of fear, its no less painful tho. 


Emotional scars are not so easy to deal with. They hurt like hell and atm its like salt is being rubbed in the wound. 


Pray for me because honestly... not much else is keeping me here

2 months ago. April 3, 2023 at 5:24 AM

Sometimes you put your trust and faith in others very occasionally it works, other time .... well it just doesn't. 


I trusted someone i shouldn't... its been a rough week 

3 months ago. March 4, 2023 at 3:41 AM

My body clock is fudged... i can't sleep easily... dose anyone have any suggestions? 

3 months ago. February 25, 2023 at 1:44 AM

What happens to attractive women when they have no active father or guardianship around? 


Just felt like putting this up somewhere 

3 months ago. February 23, 2023 at 11:12 PM

Ive recently found dealing with women especially older women who are divorced or use feminism as a way to boss everyone around really fucking exhausting to deal with psychologically


The mind games... bully and cry bully rubbish that exists is awfully vindictive 


Women jealous of each other passive aggressively tearing each other down 


What happened to femininity beauty kindness and loving soul?


I am so tired of dealing with vindictive asshole women who like to belittle others to make themselves feel better about their own shitty life..


Seriously ladies can we get it it workplace family friends neighbours or Sports


Grow up... leave the high school shit in high school 


Some of these women are 60s acting this way.


3 months ago. February 22, 2023 at 11:47 PM

Hi everyone ive been away for a bit so just saying hi now im back