Rose's Thorns.

A general pondering.
23 hours ago. Tue 18 Sep 2018 04:51:11 PM IDT

Twisted in thorns,

flowers bloom. 

Touched by frost, 

but never frozen. 



once touched by ice, 

surrounded by thorns.

Life emerges, 

once dull eyes




shining through snow, 

where death existed

in its living form. 


Occasionally it returns, 


Capturing moments,

frozen in Ice. 


Waiting for the 


Can seem an 



It will arrive, 


When it, 



Smoke and flames,

dont just smolder. 

They envelop. 

It shines.


Moments can pass us by, 

they are all we really have, 

all we take with us, 

take advantage 

while you can.



I owe a big thank you to some friends i have found on here, who have been a rock for me, Thank You xxx

If your having a difficult time, moments pass and new moments come, even if you dont know how, hang in there its only time until it changes. xxx



2 days ago. Sun 16 Sep 2018 10:09:31 PM IDT

feeling as though you are stuck behind glass, if only you could reach out, but all your hand meets is cold glass as you seem to watch the world go by. All you can do is sit and watch. 

2 weeks ago. Tue 04 Sep 2018 09:02:27 PM IDT

This is usually what i get asked, nothing else just am i owned... 

This is all the more fustrating when people dont fill out there profiles.. grrr 


3 weeks ago. Mon 27 Aug 2018 09:22:01 PM IDT

Just had some goddies i ordered delivered :) 

3 weeks ago. Sun 26 Aug 2018 06:30:45 PM IDT

Shoes.... (not sure i can share pics and it be okay)

but if i ever have spare funds, shoes will be my down fall. :)

3 weeks ago. Sat 25 Aug 2018 11:51:51 PM IDT

Deadpool :)


you know its a good evening when you giving deadpool a watch 

3 weeks ago. Sat 25 Aug 2018 05:57:11 PM IDT

This may sound depressing but to me its the exact opposit... 


The bitch is back, heart thats turned to stone, teeth that are sharp if you get too close... 

my one and only priority is me. 

high heels with pencil skirts and looking over my glasses in such a way that would make you squirm. 

Be careful you dont get too close i bite ;) 


 The word bitch is only one im to use. Its a powerful word to me and an important one. 

 any other fucker who wants to challange me on that is welcome to get there arse owned...  *smiles evily.. ridding crop in hand, wearing a pencil skirt with heels, whiskey on the rocks on the side... 

im quite happy to eat you alive 

for anyone who thinks or says this isnt submissive...

1, i didnt ask, need or want your opinion.

2, go educate yourself as its not in my interest to do so. 

3 weeks ago. Sat 25 Aug 2018 05:14:33 PM IDT

When you have been single for a while about 2 yrs in my case and your discussing things online with others who have similar interests it becomes painful like a yearning, im curious if this is just me or happens to others? Despite this i know im not ready for a relationship in some ways so stay away from them (currently working out how to take my ad down) as lovely as it would be even if i find someone with similar interests it wouldnt happen as im not avalible. Just curious if any other subs have the same experiance as me when they have been out of the lifestyle for a while. 

3 weeks ago. Wed 22 Aug 2018 07:29:43 PM IDT

something i have noticed more and more both in BDSM and Vanilla land, some people tend to think there opinion is the only one that is valid. The need to talk over and shout there opinions at others as a sense of entitlement, im right your wrong and here is a list of reasons why. One day it would be lovely to not be shouted over or belitteled for my own opinion. I find this is part of being a woman sometimes lets be frank its fucking exhusting, when others disagree your getting told that your not how they assumed you where, and thats your fault rather than the fact they have created an image of you that doesnt fit, doesnt seem to be far behind. As a sub, the question of topping from the bottom or what would a sub know is often the equivilent. It would be a lovely change for my opinion to be acepted as my opinion, each to there own. Im tired of having to defend my own opinions on things from people who constantly think the fact they have a dick means they are right. Im happy with who i am, what i think and belive in and i have no idea why that can not be accepted by some people. I dont force my opinions on others, even if i put my opinion forward it is mine i dont expect people to agree yet... that seems to be the other side of the coin. Im not saying everyone is like this but in my experiance 90% of the time seems to be this way at the moment, Its hard when you are constantly challenged, especially when you know it wont change, its like a broken record. Nothing ever changes and put simply im tired. xxx

1 month ago. Sat 18 Aug 2018 11:06:17 PM IDT

There was a king and queen. The queen had heard of an angry ogre coming to the castle and knew her king would ride out, she feared for him. The queen mislead the king and as he journeyd away back to his kingdom the ogre was still coming, with the reasurance that her beloved king was back safe in his own kingdom the queen put her amour on and rode out to defeat the ogre, just as the king was riding back he could see what was about to take place. But now her King was safe she felt no fear.