Rose's Thorns.

My body clock is fudged... i can't sleep easily... dose anyone have any suggestions? 

What happens to attractive women when they have no active father or guardianship around? 

Just felt like putting this up somewhere 

Ive recently found dealing with women especially older women who are divorced or use feminism as a way to boss everyone around really fucking exhausting to deal with psychologically

The mind games... bully and cry bully rubbish that exists is awfully vindictive 

Women jealous of each other passive aggressively tearing each other down 

What happened to femininity beauty kindness and loving soul?

I am so tired of dealing with vindictive asshole women who like to belittle others to make themselves feel better about their own shitty life..

Seriously ladies can we get it together...be it workplace family friends neighbours or Sports

Grow up... leave the high school shit in high school 

Some of these women are 60s acting this way.

Hi everyone ive been away for a bit so just saying hi now im back 

Blue as the sky, 

Dark as the night. 

I soar free. 

Depth of darkness, 

Nothing can comprehend. 

Thwak... 

And im back ?

.... just when you think it's sorted..... its gone again 

Le sigh 

One step forward, two steps back. Thats how life goes unfortunately x

When you just want to be able to get on in life and be left alone but life has other plans. Sigh

Looks like it's another one of those days. 

I've noticed a reoccurring theme at least in vanilla world my classically submissive appearance seems to attract submissive men which I find rather curious

'Its been too long now' i think to myself, in reality its been less than ten minutes. 

I try to catch my breath. 

I try to stay still shuffling back and forth to get comfortable but honestly there isn't much i can do as my hands are attached to the headboard. 

I could get out of it if i really wanted too... i shift around again.... im getting fed up now. 

He comes back in with two glases of red wine. Puts one on the table and sits on the chair in the corner of the room. Smug little smile on his face.... arrogant little shit i think to myself. 

Im still in my skirt and blouse. He just sits there.... 'im not touching you, until you beg me too' .... god damn the smug little shit. 

'Oh really?' I respond with an eyebrow raise 

'Your going to have fun waiting' i quip

'Yes i am' he replies calmly... 'and i have all night' 

Why oh why do i have to be this level of stubborn...  damn it.... his eyes are alight knowing im going to basically torture myself because i refuse to give in.... who needs a sadist when your this stubborn i think to myself. 

Sat there staring at me only like he can while taking a sip of his wine. 

'Let me know when you want some'