Rose's Thorns.

Blue as the sky, 

Dark as the night. 

I soar free. 

Depth of darkness, 

Nothing can comprehend. 

Thwak... 

And im back 😏

.... just when you think it's sorted..... its gone again 

Le sigh 

One step forward, two steps back. Thats how life goes unfortunately x

When you just want to be able to get on in life and be left alone but life has other plans. Sigh

Looks like it's another one of those days. 

I've noticed a reoccurring theme at least in vanilla world my classically submissive appearance seems to attract submissive men which I find rather curious

'Its been too long now' i think to myself, in reality its been less than ten minutes. 

I try to catch my breath. 

I try to stay still shuffling back and forth to get comfortable but honestly there isn't much i can do as my hands are attached to the headboard. 

I could get out of it if i really wanted too... i shift around again.... im getting fed up now. 

He comes back in with two glases of red wine. Puts one on the table and sits on the chair in the corner of the room. Smug little smile on his face.... arrogant little shit i think to myself. 

Im still in my skirt and blouse. He just sits there.... 'im not touching you, until you beg me too' .... god damn the smug little shit. 

'Oh really?' I respond with an eyebrow raise 

'Your going to have fun waiting' i quip

'Yes i am' he replies calmly... 'and i have all night' 

Why oh why do i have to be this level of stubborn...  damn it.... his eyes are alight knowing im going to basically torture myself because i refuse to give in.... who needs a sadist when your this stubborn i think to myself. 

Sat there staring at me only like he can while taking a sip of his wine. 

'Let me know when you want some' 

Seriously who came up with rom coms? 

If you're with someone and it's going well watching a rom com is like watching a really bad comedy.  

And if it's not going so well and you're alone it's like torture because you know it's complete bulshit. 

So who exactly is the audience for these things and what kind of Evil Genius came up with them

So today and having a little bit of a challenging one regarding family and the codependent nightmare that comes with it.  

Really appreciate any words of encouragement at the moment to keep going because it's not easy. 

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Does anybody know where I could find vintage reproduction nightgowns like this? 

I love the shape on them it's such a shame we don't make stuff like this anymore