Rose's Thorns.

When everything is fucked but the whisky is still good and you have the film secatary 

When you're in the mood to watch secretary and nothing else will do.... now if i only had popcorn 🍿 

Miss the bond you have with your Dom

So happy Thanksgiving is triggering now.... someone likes to be passive aggressive assert they are right and humiliate and belittle anyone with a different opinion. 

Thanks for letting me know my opinion is trash and yours is better then blocking me because you can't accept other people have different views and double down on belittling others like a little bully. Seriously its not supposed to be triggering that peace was achieved and people stopped killing each other. God knows what's happened to the education system if you think peace is a bad thing, feel free to visit Northern Ireland. 

Happy Thanksgiving. 

Peace is a good thing. Go and see a therapist. (I have after being assaulted, that's why im recommending you speak to someone, its helpful)

I didn't ask for your opinion or to come into my inbox with a belittling and humiliating tone at my Happy Thanksgiving post. 

You are your own problem. Good luck. 

Happy Thanks Giving to all my American friends. Any time people come together in peace is important xx

Life is hell, its amazing to me how easy some people get it compared to other. What makes it a smooth ride for some and ruthlessly cruel for others. 

Ironically it's those who have an easy life or where others constantly help them that are intent on fucking others over. 

So the online safety or harms bill is looking like it might happen in the uk so harmful content goes bye bye, not sure if this site will be included but i like you guys

Woo hoo texas 🥳🥳🥳🥳

That is all. Xxx

I seem to find men attractive quite rarely and there seems to be a theme emerging.  One that's quite awkward. I seem to find myself attracted to men who i then discover are gay. 

My first boyfriend turned out to be gay. 

My ex partner of four years (male) was straight but adventurous and eventually liked bottoming and some other activities. It wouldn't surprise me if he turns out to be bisexual. 

Now i meet someone at an event get embarrassed talking to them ( I very rarely find people attractive). So it took me awhile to realise why I was embarrassed, because i found him attractive. A quick look at his social media and he is clearly openly gay. 

.... There seems to be a reoccurring theme happening..... I'm not really sure what to make of it other than gay-dar (if such a thing exists) might possibly come in useful.

Just be clear this isn't an excuse after being turned down but instead me wondering why I seem to fancy men who happen to be gay. Nor is it me thinking i can change someone, i don't discover they are gay until afterwards. Which can be quite embarrassing after already flirting with the person.  

Seriously tho.. do you know how frustrating it is to be attracted to gay men? Maybe its a sadistic masochism thing.

I don't where my white knight went but my inbox is always open.  

Depth, a bitter relentless empty void. 

With no beginning and no end in sight. 

Stretching out beyond reach, beyond fingertips, touch, taste or sight. 

Deafening is the shear void of silence. 

Smothering all of your being until your just a speck. 

But at least here you can marvel not at the blackness but at the depth of emptiness as it encircles and devours you. 

It's almost royal in its depth and rich emptyness, just watch the void expand