The Rabbit Hole

I'm sorry your profile made me laugh out loud. I'm sorry you were the most handsome the app had around.

I'm sorry I made you laugh and cry during our first chat. I'm sorry I made you feel young again, remember saying that?

I'm sorry you made me feel alive when 8yrs since my husband's death all I wanted to do was die.

I'm sorry I fell inlove with you even after you told me the "1" couldn't be you.

I'm sorry I looked into your blue eyes and saw where your demons hide I'm sorry I should have ignored your lies. 

Most of all I'm sorry for all the things I didn't know but here I am before you begging please let me go.

Love you my friend thank you for helping me to grow.