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The Rabbit Hole

It's as if I woke up one day and fell into this rabbit hole and my life has never been the same since. I've never been good at writing so nothing I write may make any sense but for so many reasons I need to do this for myself. You might want to skip over my ramblings.
2 years ago. July 16, 2022 at 11:47โ€ฏAM

Sometimes I don't know where I am, now I know this may sound crazy but I assure you I'm not crazy but THIS is or maybe I am lol. Which happened first I do not know or if it happened at all. So this is only a bit of my rabbit hole. If you know you know😉🤷‍♀️

Authenticly honest - We have given up what comes first the chicken or the egg so let go and feel what you feel with out expecting any one else to tell you.
2 years ago
justcurvysub - Fear and thank you. I think people well ill speak for myself, I got used to people telling me how and what is ok to feel for any given situation. Just wish I understood more of the synchronicitys, signs ect... how can experiences help if I don't understand lol anyway thanks again๐Ÿ™‚
2 years ago
Authenticly honest - You don't have to understand anything by your self and more what others telling you.
Just go with the flow of your intuition and feelings and the puzzle in time will come solve just live your today in other words you have to stand on your two feet ( unless in bed LOL ) .
Work finding your virtuous for a start.
2 years ago
justcurvysub - Work on finding my virtuous ...well being righteous is close to being perfect and nope not me. I do have morals though always have, even more than most these days. Also when did awakenings include a b.s puzzle to figure out. I'll sit this one out, maybe in the next life๐Ÿคทโ™€๏ธ I've already have wasted so much time. Thank you for commenting and chatting for a bit. Appreciate your time.
2 years ago
Authenticly honest - I understand you know everything as I did when I was your age and it's good but finding your virtuous and admitting your bad eventually the bad will go away and yes it is a prosses of life long exploring and learning.
Being kinky and a sub is totally perfect and nothing wrong with it.
2 years ago
justcurvysub - Lollol smh here.
I'm so sorry I didn't realize your old my bad I need to realize not everyone can be perfect any who I think I should stop right there. Always striving for a perfect ending ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ˜˜
2 years ago
justcurvysub - P.s I just needed to thank you genuinely it was nice to finally have someone to talk to about a little of what I'm going through. I'm honestly really grateful for you and your time..๐Ÿ˜˜
2 years ago
Authenticly honest - Thank you for validating me and you're welcome to my world of wisdom.
I'm not looking for anything kinky or D/s dynamics from you but because I wear your shoes in that age and because I found the right way out for the best I feel I can help the way some others help me.
The best we can do is enjoy every day in happiness and we owe that to our selves.
2 years ago
Authenticly honest - PS.I can guide you like the best friend can.
If you wish find me at romancinelife ??????????@?????????? g...........mail................com
2 years ago
justcurvysub - Are you sure now, no kinky or dynamic from a young girl like me? Hmmm well maybe later, considering you say your a wise one I'll grant u a small bit of time to reconsider. See im a good girl๐Ÿ˜‡
2 years ago
justcurvysub - Omg I met a genie! ๐Ÿ˜ so that's one wish like you said, to find you and I get 2 more or is it different in 3d than cartoons.
I dk I kinda like this witty banter well speaking for myself only ๐Ÿ˜˜
2 years ago
justcurvysub - Pleeeeeaase stop being so subliminal ๐Ÿ™ please.
2 years ago
justcurvysub - If we don't speak again I hope you know I meant no disrespect speaking of your age. Wait how old are you?
2 years ago
Authenticly honest - I have no doubt you're a good girl and even when you're bad then you become delicious with your voluptuous curves that they are made by nature and love to give those special pleasures only a sub knows how.
I will take your offer for D/s dynamics with you after you willingly offer me that special power over your mind and body along with getting to know you transparently for your own benefits..
So to make our thing discrete send me an email at my own address I gave you above ....romancinelife///////////////
2 years ago
Authenticly honest - Take a look at my profile
2 years ago
Authenticly honest - I am not in to subliminal efforts and was very honest of helping you with your problems and I feel you trick me in to dynamics with you being a young girl or I misunderstood you.
I am honest and don't cut around corners.

2 years ago
Authenticly honest - Hi again seductive lips.
As you know my account was deleted by the cage because I was giving you information's how to chat in other ways but after my apologies to the cage I am reinstated again.
I will become a paid member soon then we can be free to do as we would like but, in the meantime, I'm glad to see you again.
2 years ago
justcurvysub - I am so sorry that happened to you. I did not know. I apologize.
2 years ago
Authenticly honest - You had nothing to do with it was my wrong and you don't have to apologize or be sorry but being a good girl, I understand it and accept it.
Is life still treating you almost perfect?
Did you miss our chat?
Are your seductive lips always moist?
I wish they were right now with me but as always distance is the kill joy of things.
2 years ago
justcurvysub - Lol did I say life was treating me perfect funny I would ever say that. Life is life and that's all I can really say about it at this moment in time. Are my lips always moist... lol yep probably. If your talking about the profile picture I had lip gloss on my lips. Unfortunately distance does exist in this dimension yes but I've learned what's meant to be is meant to be for a reason and I'm ok with that most of the time not all but most of it.
2 years ago
justcurvysub - Did i miss our chat well I always miss chats with people when it's a good meaningful chat๐Ÿ˜Š are you talking about our chat before the correction?
2 years ago
Authenticly honest - Yes, I was referring the chats that the cage personnel deleted.
Everything we do in our life is meaningful even when we don't know or realize.
Chatting with you for me is a way to express my erotic desires and needs knowing I won't be judged and if I get judged well the chemistry is missing and there is nothing for me to worry or be disappointed understanding that no one is everyone's cup of tea.
Whatever someone thinks of me is not my business unless we agree.
I love having that special power given by my lover sub that enables my erotic animal to come out free and roam over her mind and body in some many different and kinky ways that the moment offers to both of us and always I do strive to please her too unless she doesn't want it something I did experience in the past.
Very soon I will pay for premium membership (i HAVE TO SEND THEM A CHECK AND IT WILL TAKE SOME TIME) and if you feel like playing with me there it would be a plus and if you don't it would be OK too.
I like being in touch with you so far.

2 years ago
Authenticly honest - I just had a look at your profile and realize your sensuous and voluptuous curves the pale skin around them that match with those delicious lips knowing I could play with them for EVER.
2 years ago
justcurvysub - Well forever is a very strong word but I understand what your trying to convey.
What you said in your last msg is very nice of you to say I appreciate the compliments.
2 years ago
justcurvysub - Also I do appreciate the friendly chat.
2 years ago
Authenticly honest - Yes I am honestly for that friendly chat but being who I am as a lover the thought of more is always there something I can't help but restrain from it.
2 years ago
justcurvysub - I wasn't labeling you or our talking if that is what it sounded like. make sense? I try to go with the flow but it's not my strong suit but it's something I've been made to work on it seems.
2 years ago
justcurvysub - Who are you as a lover and why can't you restrain from it? Please tell if comfortable on this thread if not I do understand ๐Ÿ˜Œ
2 years ago
Authenticly honest - As a D lover some time I make advances when I should not instead of keeping it friendly, and then I restrain from it either when I realize it or being told about it or again as you very well know sometimes words get in the way if that makes sense to you too.
As for the forever word it can be explained in so many different ways but is just a simple gesture for the mind of the beholder.
Stay happy because is that is all that matters.
2 years ago
justcurvysub - I'm sorry I wasn't picking on you for the word you used I've learned sometimes a word can just be misconstrued and it can cause misunderstandings. Forever can mean literally forever or the person can just simply be trying to express how much they like something and for some it can other meanings I'd they put their own spin on it. Lol anyway so yes I understand you but are you referring to the forever word you used? If not will u explain a bit more.Lol it's not that serious I'm just a bit neurotic for my own reasons I apologize I'll have to work on that.
By the way it was a nice compliment and thank you.
2 years ago
justcurvysub - P.s You stay happy to. It's important. I myself am working on it.
2 years ago
Authenticly honest - Getting to know someone via testing it's not easy as many times is not easy knowing the other living together too.
Yes forever can be explained in many different ways but in view is like a compliment meaning you're very likable to my erotic D/s taste.
I did had a sexual slave we live together for 5 years and that was in reality forever so it's up to you to think any way you perceive it and it does falls in the category that it is in the eyes and mind of the beholder.
Why are you neurotic? What it bothers you maybe I can help with my wisdom because I was too and did come out of it at least 90% which is better than 100%.
You're at the stage of your life that you still intake information's like inside looking out but later you will be able to exude too

2 years ago
justcurvysub - How do you know I'm likable to your d/s taste? You don't know me as we just started talking and you've only seen a couple pictures of me. I'm not inquiring in a challenging way I honestly would like to know if you'd like to share your thinking with me?
Wouldn't it be outside in? So I'm learning that life really reflects what is in our minds and it's unique to each person at least that's what it seems and also seems to go even deeper than that but that conversation would be a very long one lol but hopefully you kinda understand what I'm trying to say without having to say more if not that's ok to. You seem as if the complicated metaphysical subjects are more clear and simplified in your mind than mine which is chaotic and confused about the subject most days smh lol your more wise than i.
2 years ago
justcurvysub - "Getting to know someone via testing it's not easy as many times is not easy knowing the other living together too."
I'm sorry but what do you mean testing?and knowing the other living together too?
2 years ago
justcurvysub - I'm going to stop talking on this post so much I dk hopefully sometime we can figure out something better than here on this thread. I would have liked to compliment you also but held back so as to not say anything inappropriate that would make anyone reading our conversation uncomfortable ect... it is very nice talking to you though. I really enjoy the conversation.
2 years ago
justcurvysub - What are your thoughts?
2 years ago
Authenticly honest - Yes we will get in touch again after I get paid membership so be well and always go with the flow the day is offering you.
2 years ago
justcurvysub - I actually miss our conversations lol hope all is well๐Ÿ™
2 years ago
Authenticly honest - All is well just trying to become a paid member so hold on and everything will be Ok.
Could you make a list of what makes you feel bad or brings you down?
I want to know but don't display it here
2 years ago

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